(M) Chapter 30 - Finally, with you…
Novel Title: あの夏から戻れない (Can’t Go Back to That Summer)
Author：宮緒葵 (Miyao Aoi)
Illustrator：笠井あゆみ (Kasai Ayumi)
Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)
Protagonists: 櫛原夏生 (Kushihara Natsuo -MC) & 四辻柊 (Yotsutsuji Shuu -ML)
*Please read at kin0monogatari.blogspot.com, the original site of translation. TQ*
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―――He wanted to be violated. Just like that time, he wanted to be forced down, penetrated from behind without being prepared.
―――He wanted to be forced to take it in his mouth. Just like that time, he wanted his small mouth filled with the raging dick, thrust into until he nearly gagged, and semen poured down his throat.
―――He wanted the semen to overflow. Just like that time, he wanted the semen he had been made to take over the course of the entire night to be pushed out from his asshole by Shuu pressing on his belly, right before Shuu’s eyes.
The images that flashed through his mind and vanished again seemed to have slipped from Natsuo’s mouth unconsciously.
“…You… remember what happened?”
Shuu’s cheek tensed ever so slightly.
The confusion caused by not understanding the meaning of the question lasted only a moment. Natsuo felt for the emerald pendant—the only thing he was wearing—and clenched it tightly in his hand.
“I remember. …Etsuko-chan said that when Shuu found someone precious to him, he was supposed to give this to them.”
“What……?”
“Etsuko-chan told me that… But I didn’t want to give it to Etsuko-chan, or to anyone else, so…”
“…So that’s why you resisted until you got wounds like these?”
Shuu relaxed his tension with a soft exhale and gently stroked the wounds caused by the chain digging into Natsuo’s skin, as if tending to them.
The dick inside that Natsuo had thought was already plenty large swelled even further, expanding his slender abdomen from within. His flesh creaked under the strain as it was molded to Shuu’s shape. Even that sensation was precious to him. Because the more Shuu opened him up, the more of Shuu he could receive inside him.
“…Yeah. I… don’t want to give Shuu… to anyone else…”
“―――Not the pendant, but me?”
The moment Natsuo nodded, the dick that had been filling his abdomen to the brim was suddenly pulled out all at once. Before he could even protest, asking why, the gaping asshole was once again pierced by an extremely thick dick.
“...Ah, aaaaaah……!”
A burst of white light exploded deep inside Natsuo’s head.
Using arms a good size thicker and more powerful than Natsuo’s to hoist his limp legs, Shuu relentlessly pounded his hardened dick deep into him. With every beastlike rhythm, utterly without restraint and driven solely by the desire to satisfy his own lust, Natsuo’s small body bounced against the tatami.
“Natsuo… Natsuo…!”
“Ah, ahh, Sh-Shuu, Shuu…”
“I love you… I love you, I love you. I’ve loved you since the first time we met. Since the moment you smiled at me…”
Was that throbbing―――Natsuo’s heart, or the dick inside his abdomen? Feeling heat spreading from where they were joined, Natsuo tightly clenched around Shuu.
He was happy when Shuu’s green eyes burned with emotion and his hips trembled. …Because it was proof that it wasn’t only Natsuo—Shuu was sharing the same heat with him, too.
“…Shu…u, Shuu…………!”
Wet, lewd sounds accumulated in the dimness of the room. With every thrust into his abdomen, it felt as though Natsuo’s body was being remade. From an innocent body that had never experienced anything, into a vessel capable of receiving Shuu’s passion. Like a hard bud slowly blossoming.
“More… give me more…”
Desperately lifting his powerless hands, Natsuo touched his own nipples and dick. He pinched the nipples that had been stiff and throbbing for some time with his fingertips, and stroked his already taut shaft despite having only just climaxed. Because he knew that the more wanton he became, the more he would stir Shuu’s lust.
“Deeper than before… release a lot more inside me……”
“…Ah, ah,………Natsuo!”
With a heavy jolt, his body trembled from within.
Natsuo clung to Shuu’s neck as he received the tremendous amount of semen released from the tip of the dick thrust impossibly deep inside him. His legs convulsed again and again as he writhed his hips.
……Ah, ahh, there was so much… of Shuu. Shuu’s semen… so much……!
Mixing with what had been poured into him earlier, the semen was churned and foamed by the fully engorged tip as it flowed deep inside him. The abnormally intense heat consuming his entire body eased just a little, and breathing became slightly easier.
But it still wasn’t enough. Not yet, not yet—the heat of Shuu devouring this body, consuming it completely―――.
“…Still not satisfied?”
Shuu lovingly sucked along Natsuo’s inner thigh, where the trembling had subsided, leaving behind a red mark. Natsuo immediately nodded as Shuu slowly thrust into his abdomen, then wrapped his hand around the comparatively modest organ that paled beside Shuu’s.
“Me neither. …I want to violate you more and more, connect with you… and make you carry my child.”
“Ah… I… …I would carry… Shuu’s……”
“Yeah. If we do that, we’ll never be separated again. No matter what happens, we’ll be able to stay together forever, right?”
Just from stirring the foaming semen inside him, Shuu’s dick gradually regained its strength. As his sweaty hand gripped his shaft, Natsuo’s whole body was shaken along with it, and as his head bobbed helplessly up and down, Shuu covered Natsuo’s lips as though biting into them, silencing his incessant moans.
“…Nn, ………mm, mmh—, ……!”
There was no way the inexperienced Natsuo could resist the thick tongue that entered his mouth. His shrinking tongue was immediately entwined and captured, and both above and below, he was filled to the end. His thighs, hoisted up, pressed against and flattened his abdomen, spreading the semen inside him through his sensitive flesh.
Even though he could barely breathe, even though it was painful to have even the breath leaving his lungs completely stolen away, the pleasure within him only continued to intensify. The semen inside his abdomen rippled with a soft slosh, and Natsuo dug his nails into Shuu’s neck as he clung to him. As though even that pain were a caress, Shuu slipped his tongue deep into his throat.
“…Nnh, u… fuwah, …nnhh…”
Unable to tear his eyes away from Shuu’s green eyes, which never closed, Natsuo’s ears continued to be assaulted by the wet sounds coming from inside his abdomen. By now, Natsuo’s body was completely covered by Shuu’s, which was more than a size larger than his own. Everything except their intertwined limbs must have been buried beneath him.
If only he could remain buried inside Shuu like this and become one with him――.
“Ngh……, ugh,………nn………?”
When Natsuo swallowed their mingled saliva and let out a pleased sound at how good it tasted, the tongues that had been entwined smoothly came apart.
The legs that had been held up all this time were lowered. It seemed as though not only their kiss but even the connection between their lower bodies was about to be severed, and Natsuo instinctively tightened around the dick that was trying to leave him.
“…Shuu……, ……why?”
The heat still hadn’t faded. His stomach still wasn’t full. Shuu himself had said he wanted to keep violating Natsuo until he became pregnant.
Ignoring Natsuo’s silent protest portrayed in his eyes, Shuu pulled his hips back. Before the enormous amount of semen could spill from the asshole that remained gaping open, he turned Natsuo onto his stomach and pushed only his lower body out, then thrust his still-unfaltering dick back into the asshole that writhed, seeking something to fill it.
“Hic……! Ah, nooooooo……!”
While pushing back the semen that was about to flow out, the dick ground roughly against the quivering sensitive flesh. Being gouged from an angle different from before, Natsuo shed tears of joy from his wide-open eyes.
“…Is this all right?”
Shuu slowly covered Natsuo’s back with his body and lifted Natsuo’s chin. He licked Natsuo’s earlobe, and Natsuo nodded again and again.
“Good… i-it’s so good… Shuu, Shuu’s…”
“My what?”
“Shuu’s semen, deep inside my stomach… squishing around, sloshing…”
Even Natsuo himself didn’t understand what he was saying, but Shuu understood perfectly. The organ being gripped from behind was squashed with a wet sound in his large hand. Apparently, without realizing it, Natsuo had lightly reached climax.
“Does it feel good when I stir around what I released inside your belly?”
“Mm… nnh……”
“I see. …Then I’ll release inside you as many times as you want. As many times as you desire…”
Shuu gave a low chuckle and slid his hand over Natsuo’s abdomen. When he pressed down firmly, the abundant semen that had been accumulated inside was pushed upward, deeper into him, making Natsuo instinctively clench around Shuu’s thick dick.
“…Ahh…”
“If that happens, this place might end up being pregnant with my child. ……Would that still be all right?”
Whispering while slipping his tongue into Natsuo’s ear, Shuu made Natsuo nod fervently. Each time the heat inside his body intensified, strange images flashed through his mind. Natsuo being violated in every conceivable situation, and Shuu violating him. Shuu must have intended to trace those strangely nostalgic images and make them reality for him.
Instead of begging him to release inside him quickly, Natsuo placed both hands on the tatami and guided Shuu’s manhood deep inside with his writhing flesh.
“———Natsuo, Natsuo…… ah, finally, with you……”
Grabbing both of Natsuo’s buttocks in his hands, Shuu began roughly thrusting his hips against him.
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~【n Minus 19th】~
‘……Haa…! Hah, haa… hah……’
He was running away.
Natsuo was running away. He had fallen several times and was covered in mud.
His shoes had fallen off long ago. He had stepped on small stones and branches in various places, and the soles of his feet were covered in wounds that throbbed painfully. But he couldn’t afford to stop. That guy had surely noticed that Natsuo had disappeared and must have come after him.
Escaping from that guy’s house had been almost a miracle. Just when he was about to strip Natsuo naked, someone happened to come to the house, and he went out to answer the door. Since Natsuo heard a child’s voice calling, “Big Brother Shuu,” it was probably the neighborhood boy called Kazuo. When Natsuo had first wandered into the village, he had exchanged greetings with him just once.
Because Natsuo was about to be violated, the chains had been removed. Even though that guy couldn’t keep him captive without tying him down, he would release the restraints only when they were physically intimate. Perhaps he wanted to convince himself that what they were doing was consensual. Even though Natsuo had never once willingly accepted him.
Before that guy could return, Natsuo slipped outside through the back door. He had been captured immediately after meeting the village chief, so there was no one he could rely on. His feet carried him not toward the settlement, but toward a small wooded hill that could be seen to the east. The sun was already beginning to set. If he could get through the mountain before nightfall, perhaps he could find somewhere to ask for help.
……Why had he ever thought about entering Mount Hinashi again?
As he pushed his way through the overgrown grass, wave after wave of regret came crashing over him.
He shouldn’t have come. Just as everyone had said, he should have believed that that guy had died ten years ago. Then he never would have had to learn about his ugly true nature. He could have kept him in his memories as a beautiful memory, just as he had been.
‘Hah… ah, ……ah!’
The instant he stepped on something hard, a sharp pain shot through his ankle. Writhing in agony, Natsuo rolled onto the ground and opened his eyes wide. A metal trap, apparently intended for hunting, had clamped down on his right ankle. Like the jaws of a wild beast, it had sunk firmly into his flesh, and there was no way Natsuo could free himself with his own strength. Villagers who gathered wild plants would surely come and go around here, so why had such a dangerous trap been set here?
The grass rustled.
The incessant chorus of insects, which had been almost deafening, had vanished without him noticing.
‘―――I found you, Natsuo.’
‘Hhgh—……!’
A tall man emerged from the dimness. Natsuo nearly leaped into the air. His heart pounded like a frantic bell, beating so violently that it felt as though it might burst.
……No, how is this-……!?
He had been prepared for the inevitable moment when he would be found, but why was the man appearing from ahead of him rather than from behind? It was almost as though he had predicted where Natsuo would run.
…Could it be that this is his trap, too…?
‘So you still had enough strength left to run away. I suppose I was a little too easy on you.’
‘…Th-this isn’t… right… Ah, no, don’t come, don’t come closer!’
Natsuo desperately pleaded, but his pleas were not heeded. Shuu crouched beside him and lifted the hem of Natsuo’s yukata. Since he had not been given any underwear, his bare lower body was exposed.
Shuu’s erect dick was pressed between Natsuo’s forcibly spread buttocks. Even when Natsuo thrashed about without caring that the trap was digging deeper into his flesh, Shuu’s trained body easily held him down.
Clank, clank. Clank, clank.
The chain attached to the bloodstained trap made an irritating noise.
‘I’ll make sure you never think about running away again.’
‘Ah… no, n-no! No, no, no, no, no… ah… Shuu!’
The weapon-like dick pierced his still-tightly closed asshole.
Choking on the thick smell of rusty iron, Natsuo let out a scream.
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*Translator’s Note: That was very much Japanese porn material right there. -K
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