WTA Chapter 19

 (M) Chapter 19 - First Time

Novel Title: 谁把谁当真 (Winner Takes All)

Author：水千丞 (ShuiQianCheng)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 黎朔 (Li Shuo -MC), 赵锦辛 (Zhao Jinxin -ML)

*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*

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Zhao Jinxin's bright eyes stared unblinkingly into Li Shuo's pupils. That silent longing was like spring rain penetrating the soil, silently seeping through Li Shuo's skin and invading every nerve.

Li Shuo smiled slightly, "I give up. You’re so good at playing tricks. You... go ahead."

Zhao Jinxin suddenly wrapped his arms around Li Shuo’s body. His tone involuntarily rose, "Really?"

"I’m giving you a chance to prove yourself." Li Shuo pinched his chin and shook it gently. "If your skills aren’t up to par..." He wanted to say that if it wasn't enjoyable, there wouldn't be a next time. But the second half of the sentence was naturally too hurtful to say out loud. He quite liked Zhao Jinxin. But sexual harmony was crucial for him in a relationship. If they really couldn't get past this, it would be better to end things early before feelings grew deeper. He couldn't give up without trying, which wasn't in line with Li Shuo's character.

A man should be magnanimous, especially an older man. Li Shuo thought he had come to terms with it.

Zhao Jinxin's excitement was obvious. His face was flushed. He kissed Li Shuo several times forcefully, then said with a wicked smile, "You won't regret it." He flipped over, pressing Li Shuo underneath him. His passionate kisses sealed Li Shuo’s lips. His tongue wantonly licked within the warm mouth. His large hand unceremoniously slid into Li Shuo’s pants through the zipper, grasping Li Shuo’s dick and rubbing it through the underwear.

While responding to the fiery kisses, Li Shuo felt Zhao Jinxin’s taut muscles with his palm. The firm yet flexible texture made him reluctant to let go.

Under Zhao Jinxin's skillful caresses, Li Shuo’s dick quickly reacted, creating a small bulge in his underwear. Zhao Jinxin’s fingers slipped into the underwear, teasing the still-soft head, wrapping the heavy, warm flesh in his palm. It was as if he was grasping the man's lifeline.

"Ugh..." Li Shuo let out a low groan. His lower body instinctively arched into Zhao Jinxin’s hand.

Zhao Jinxin pulled off the clothes half-hanging on Li Shuo’s body and roughly tore down the pure white underwear, exposing Li Shuo's slender and fit body completely naked to the air. He had a large frame but was lean, with evenly distributed muscles that were not exaggerated. The lines of his body were undulating but not bulky. He was already irresistibly attractive in a suit. And now undressed, Zhao Jinxin felt an urge to devour him.

While continuing to tease Li Shuo’s dick, Zhao Jinxin bent down, planting a series of kisses and little bite marks on the smooth chest. Li Shuo couldn’t help but hold Zhao Jinxin’s head. His fingers threaded through the thick black hair, enjoying every touch and kiss from Zhao Jinxin. His lips, swollen and red from the kisses, parted slightly as he breathed in and out. His blood rushed to his lower abdomen, igniting a fire of desire.

"Your skin is so hot." Zhao Jinxin lightly bit Li Shuo's nipple, licking it back and forth with his tongue. He felt it harden in his mouth.

Li Shuo panted heavily, "You’re hot too..." He wrapped his long legs around Zhao Jinxin's calf, rubbing sensually up and down.

Zhao Jinxin lifted his head. His nose slightly reddened with excitement. His eyes were filled with lust. It was an endless spring scene. He licked his lips contentedly, then reached out and took a bottle of lubricant from the bottom drawer of the magazine rack.

Seeing the familiar packaging, Li Shuo felt a bit complicated. It was a brand he often used. But he never thought he would one day use it on himself.

Zhao Jinxin bit off the cap, squeezed a large amount into his palm, then spread Li Shuo’s legs.

Li Shuo tried to relax but still felt his face burning up.

Zhao Jinxin leaned down, teasing Li Shuo by his ear, "Your face is so red. It’s beautiful."

Li Shuo held on to his neck, hoarsely saying, "Be gentle, okay?"

Zhao Jinxin kissed his cheek gently, "Leave it to me." He used his knee to spread Li Shuo’s legs wider. He then placed one leg over his arm and one hand reached in between Li Shuo’s ass.

Li Shuo felt a warm hand come up, along with a cold gel-like substance. It made him feel extremely embarrassed. He couldn't help but cover his eyes with the back of his hand. It better feel good, he thought. Otherwise, no matter how much he liked Zhao Jinxin, he would have to bid a painful farewell.

Zhao Jinxin applied the lubricant back and forth at the entrance. His fingers gently pressed the folds of the flesh, then sliding his lubricated finger into the passage.

"Uh..." Li Shuo frowned deeply. Although it didn’t hurt, the strange sensation made his scalp tingle. He instinctively rejected the invasive object.

"Relax a bit." Zhao Jinxin lay on top of him, planting comforting kisses on his face and lips, "I promise it won’t hurt."

Li Shuo endured the foreign feeling as he forced a smile, "That’s the minimum requirement."

"It will also make you feel like you’re in heaven." Zhao Jinxin bit his ear, chuckling lowly as he slowly twisted his fingers deeper into the intestinal wall.

Li Shuo instinctively arched his waist, only to be pressed back down by Zhao Jinxin’s weight. He kissed Zhao Jinxin’s lips hard in frustration. He sucked vigorously, exchanging each other’s breath with their lips and teeth. The distance between their bodies and their souls seemed to be gradually closing in.

Zhao Jinxin inserted a second finger into the tight asshole. His own dick was swelling terribly, and he really wished he could just thoroughly fuck right then and there. This was probably the hardest he had ever endured.

Two fingers met slight resistance as they swirled inside, and Li Shuo also started to feel somewhat uncomfortable. But he knew with Zhao Jinxin's size, this level of expansion was far from enough. He frowned slightly, thinking about what was going to happen next. He felt a bit apprehensive.

Just lying down and being pleasured was a great feeling. But what if being fucked doesn't feel good...

A third finger joined the ones inside his fleshy tunnel. The lubricant squeezed out and formed a small pool of lewd liquid on the tatami mat, as the wet fingers rotated and expanded the enticing reddish asshole. He gradually opened up a small entrance in the yet-to-be-explored asshole.

"You're so tight..." Zhao Jinxin said hoarsely, "Baby, you're killing me."

Li Shuo didn't speak; he gritted his teeth and endured. The longer the foreplay lasted, the more intense the shame he had to bear. He didn't dare look Zhao Jinxin in the eyes, nor did he want to hear the faint, wet sound of Zhao Jinxin's fingers moving in and out of his asshole. However, when Zhao Jinxin started simulating penetration with his fingers, Li Shuo experienced an indescribable sensation mixed with lewdness. There was heat and stimulation... especially the psychological stimulation, which made his body heat up and his waist and legs go weak.

Zhao Jinxin lifted Li Shuo's drooping legs onto his shoulders, exposing Li Shuo completely to his nearly frenzied gaze.

Li Shuo squinted his eyes open slightly, wanting to see something real to confirm that he was still sane. Otherwise, he really felt like he was going crazy.

When Zhao Jinxin's fingers suddenly curled inside him, Li Shuo let out a low cry. The sensation was not just pain but something else as well. He instinctively tried to close his legs. But Zhao Jinxin forcibly pried them apart.

"Don't be afraid. It'll feel good." Zhao Jinxin's three fingers, agile like snakes, started exploring and massaging the most unspeakable places, constantly opening up and pressing against the heated inner walls. The sensation of his fingers being surrounded by the flesh walls was maddening, making him wish he could switch to using his dick the next second—he could hardly hold back anymore.

Li Shuo began to feel something was off. The more those fingers moved, the more depraved they felt. When they pressed against a sensitive spot, his whole body jolted as if electrified. He clamped his lips shut to keep from making any sound.

Zhao Jinxin felt a painful pressure in his lower abdomen. He gritted his teeth and said, "Do you like this feeling? Don't worry, I won't give your first time to my fingers. I'm going in, Li Shuo. Did you hear me? I'm going to put my big cock inside you."

"Stop talking..." Li Shuo's body and face were covered in a fine sheen of sweat. His handsome face, full of masculine charm, paired with his restrained expression was a feast for the eyes.

Zhao Jinxin withdrew his fingers. The opening was wet and obscene. The small opening of the flesh hole trembling slightly in the air, looking both pitiful and incredibly tempting.

Li Shuo opened his eyes. His lashes were wet, his pupils dark, and he silently looked at Zhao Jinxin.

Although he said nothing, the natural unease in his expression hit Zhao Jinxin's heart instantly. This man, who always seemed gentle yet strong, could show such a pitiful expression like a small animal...

Zhao Jinxin leaned down and gently kissed the corner of Li Shuo's mouth. "Don't be afraid." With all the patience he could muster, he guided his dick, slowly, slowly probing into the place he had longed for.

"Ah..." Li Shuo's whole face contorted. Despite all the preparation, the moment Zhao Jinxin's dick forcibly opened his soft entrance and attempted to go deep, he felt a shivering pain.

Zhao Jinxin's kisses fell like raindrops on Li Shuo's cheeks. "Don't be afraid. If it hurts, I'll stop."

"Shit..." Li Shuo couldn't help but curse; it really hurt.

Zhao Jinxin laughed as he lightly bit Li Shuo's lips. Even though he was nearly at his limit, and Li Shuo's pained expression was delicious, he dared not move rashly. He could only inch forward, letting Li Shuo adapt to every bit of his intrusion.

Li Shuo gritted his teeth. More than the pain, the bizarre foreign sensation was overwhelming. He didn't know how to describe it. The only thought in his mind was; so this is what it's like to be on the receiving end?

"So tight..." Zhao Jinxin sighed. "Baby, relax a bit. Give it to me."

"That's really difficult..." Li Shuo took a deep breath, enduring the discomfort and self-mockery.

"Good boy. Does it hurt?" Zhao Jinxin kept kissing Li Shuo's cheeks. "It'll stop hurting soon. Trust me, okay?"

Li Shuo couldn't hold back a laugh. He then gasped in pain. "You little…- Don't try to comfort me like this..." Being ‘comforted’ by a boy so much younger than himself was more humiliating than being fucked.

Zhao Jinxin laughed too. His eyes were full of tenderness. "You're mine now. Of course I have to comfort you. I want to give you the best experience." He folded one of Li Shuo's legs up to his chest. This position made it easier for Li Shuo's body to accept him. As he pushed his thick dick into the tight, hot opening, both of them broke into a sweat.

Li Shuo panted heavily, feeling the sweat drip into his eyes, blurring his vision. The pain was bearable. But the reality of being fucked was more impactful.

Li Shuo consoled himself, thinking that even if it wasn't enjoyable, it was a new life experience. Seeing things from a broader perspective, he could transcend ordinary joys and sorrows. But soon, he couldn't distract himself with philosophy anymore. Zhao Jinxin's dick was so thick, long, and hard that each advance made him feel like he was being stabbed completely.

Attempting the highest difficulty on the first try, Li Shuo admired his own bravery.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed a pillow. He placed it under Li Shuo's hips to elevate them and aligned the entrance with his dick. He was already halfway in. The hot, tight inner walls were clinging to his dick. Each slight movement brought intense pleasure, making him grit his teeth. Holding Li Shuo's waist, he pulled out slightly, then thrust in deeper.

"Uh..." Li Shuo gasped as his toes curled involuntarily.

Zhao Jinxin grasped Li Shuo's dick, stroking it to alleviate his discomfort. He held Li Shuo's ankle, kissing his calf, and said hoarsely, "I'm going to move."

Li Shuo only gritted his teeth, giving silent consent.

Zhao Jinxin started with gentle movements. He slowly entered and withdrew, watching his dick slide in and out of the tight, sweet opening. He felt the layers of flesh wrap around him. The pleasure surged, threatening his sanity. He knew from the first glance that Li Shuo was extraordinary—his face, his body, even his gentle, rational, and steady personality begged to be conquered. Even setting aside the pleasure of conquering him, the exquisite sensations this body provided were enough to drive him wild.

He couldn't hold back any longer. His hips moved with increasing force. With the aid of lubrication, Zhao Jinxin's dick fully opened the tight inner walls. With each thrust, he went deeper, until his dick was buried completely in that bewitching asshole.

"Ah... Jinxin... It hurts..." Li Shuo frowned deeply. His thighs instinctively tried to close, but only ended up squeezing Zhao Jinxin's waist.

Zhao Jinxin took a deep breath. He forced himself to slow down. But he still hit the deepest spot with each thrust. "Feels so good... so hot and tight..."

Li Shuo's face turned crimson with embarrassment.

Zhao Jinxin sped up the movement of his hand on Li Shuo's dick, while his thrusts also went from slow to fast. Gradually, he felt Li Shuo's body relax, which delighted him. It prompted him to intensify his thrusts.

The pain and discomfort gradually faded, replaced by deep shame and a bizarre sensory stimulation. Li Shuo couldn't describe what he was experiencing; it wasn't just pain, nor was it purely pleasure. It was something strange and alien, making him feel as if his body didn't belong to him at this moment.

Once that fleshy asshole fully accommodated him, Zhao Jinxin felt his animalistic nature being unleashed. He tightly held Li Shuo's hips and waist, beginning a ferocious rhythm of thrusts.

Li Shuo hadn't yet adapted to the previous pace when Zhao Jinxin's sudden, intense assault pushed his body forward repeatedly. However, Zhao Jinxin's strong hands gripped his waist, preventing him from moving. It forced him to endure each heavy thrust. He felt as if that hot, hard dick was going to pierce through his body.

"Jinxin... slow down..." Li Shuo couldn't help but plead softly.

But Zhao Jinxin was no longer his usual ‘cute’ self. His gaze was as greedy as a beast's. His voice turned hoarse. "But you like it."

Li Shuo's head tilted back. His neck formed a graceful curve. He was incredulous at what he was experiencing now. Each thrust of that flesh blade inside him brought wave after wave of pleasure. It was something he had never felt before. His body felt light one moment and heavy the next. His legs were so weak they didn't seem like his own. They needed Zhao Jinxin's arms for support.

Zhao Jinxin's hips moved as if electrified, unleashing a tingling power that drove his lower body, quickly, forcefully, and fiercely thrusting into the person beneath him. The sounds of slapping echoed as their hips collided. The lubricant turned into frothy bubbles from the vigorous movements. The area where they joined was a wet, sticky mess. It was utterly obscene. Zhao Jinxin, remembering Li Shuo's sensitive spots, mercilessly struck and thrust the spot. He wanted to see this man go crazy because of him. He wanted to make this man cry out in the most lewd voice!

"Ah... ahhh..." Li Shuo couldn't help but moan. His deep, hoarse, bass-like groans were like an aphrodisiac to Zhao Jinxin. It drove him to invade that delicious hole even more ferociously, seeking more and more pleasure.

The overwhelming stimulation shattered Li Shuo's reason. Zhao Jinxin's rhythm was like rising tides, wave after wave, not giving him time to adapt to the previous one before the next wave of pleasure hit. It made his whole body spasm. Such intense stimulation became a sweet torture. At some point, he had tightly wrapped his legs around Zhao Jinxin's waist. His hips were moving in sync with Zhao Jinxin's thrusts and lengthy moans escaping his throat.

"Li Shuo... Li Shuo..." Zhao Jinxin repeatedly called out his name with each thrust of his dick deeply. It caused the little hole to contract violently. So good... how can it be this good... this man is really...what a fuck.

Tears unknowingly welled up in the corners of Li Shuo's eyes. His gaze became unfocused, his consciousness drifting away. His body moved with Zhao Jinxin's rhythm, drowning in the ultimate desire. He was unable to extricate himself.

Two naked bodies entwined frantically. Their minds, senses, and bodies seemingly oblivious to the outside world. They were aware only of each other. Everything faded away, leaving only the two of them in this world...

When he regained his consciousness, Li Shuo opened his eyes slightly. But all he saw was darkness.

Is it night already...? Before he could realign his sense of time, his body was struck by soreness.

Damn, it hurts… Is Zhao Jinxin human? Is that a human's physical strength…-

Li Shuo cursed inwardly. His hazy mind flooded with memories and images. Any one of them would make him blush.

He and Zhao Jinxin did it. He had his first experience as a bottom...

Li Shuo felt a bit emotional. Although he didn’t want to admit it, Zhao Jinxin had lived up to his words. Li Shuo experienced a sensation he had never felt before. He had always enjoyed sex. But what Zhao Jinxin gave him overturned all his past experiences, leaving him in awe.

Of course, the night's madness also left him with lingering fear. Even when he was Zhao Jinxin's age, he never had such stamina. It was terrifying.

Li Shuo lay sprawled on the bed, not daring to move. His mind was racing, pondering whether Zhao Jinxin's skill or his own physique made him more suited to being a bottom. After thinking for a long time, he couldn't figure it out. But he felt much more at ease.

At this moment, the bedroom door opened. Li Shuo raised his head. Even that simple movement tugged at his entire body, making him wince in pain.

"Li Shushu." Zhao Jinxin quickly walked to the bed, touching Li Shuo's face gently. "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Don’t move, I’ll bring the food in and feed you."

Li Shuo felt his cheeks burning. Fortunately, Zhao Jinxin had drawn the curtains. Otherwise, it would be embarrassing if anyone saw him. He pretended to be calm, "It's not that bad. I just didn’t get enough sleep and feel too lazy to get up."

Zhao Jinxin smiled as he leaned down and kissed him. "Really not hungry?"

"Not hungry."

Zhao Jinxin lifted the quilt and slipped in, wrapping Li Shuo in a bear hug.

It was then that Li Shuo realised he had changed into sleepwear and was clean and dry. Zhao Jinxin's body was warm.

"I’m here to check the results. Did it feel good last night? Don’t you dare lie." Zhao Jinxin gently bit Li Shuo’s ear. His tone was full of affection.

"Uh..." Li Shuo started, feeling embarrassed, "Maybe I really am more suited to being a bottom. I never thought about it before because I was quite good as a top." He even regretted not trying it with anyone else before, feeling he had missed out on years of enjoyment.

"That depends on who you're with." Zhao Jinxin gently massaged his waist. "It’s not that you're suited to being a bottom; you're suited to being mine."

Li Shuo snickered, "Such a big mouth."

"It's true. So you’re not allowed to find anyone else." Zhao Jinxin kissed and licked Li Shuo’s cheeks like a puppy. "I’ll make sure you’re satisfied every day."

Li Shuo cleared his throat. If they did it every night like last night, he might not survive long.

"Li Shushu, do you know how many times you came last night?" Zhao Jinxin asked with a mischievous grin.

"Oh, how many times?" Li Shuo raised an eyebrow at Zhao Jinxin. He was genuinely curious.

"I didn’t count, but it was many times." Zhao Jinxin hugged him tightly, almost unable to let go. "I wasn’t lying, was I? Playing around with a bunch of weaklings is no fun at all. Your body is simply exquisite, perfect for a man to fuc…-"

Li Shuo turned his head and kissed him forcefully, stopping his unrestrained talk.

Zhao Jinxin kissed him back even more passionately.

The two seemed perfectly in sync, as even a kiss could spark a flame between them.

To prevent things from escalating, Zhao Jinxin moved his body slightly away from Li Shuo. But he still held him around the waist, rubbing his face against Li Shuo's.

Li Shuo wore a lazy smile on his face. Despite the physical discomfort, his heart felt as if it was soaking in warm water. He was utterly content.

In such a vast world, the odds of finding a partner who matched so well in every aspect were very slim, and yet they had the fortune to meet. Zhao Jinxin had overturned Li Shuo's standards for a partner, transformed his approach to relationships, and even changed his understanding of sex. Zhao Jinxin did things others hadn’t done or dared to do. This man was incredible. He was captivating. He was like a drug that left one craving for more.

If he and Zhao Jinxin could continue this way, it would be a beautiful thing.

They held each other sweetly, both on the verge of sleep. Suddenly, Li Shuo said, "By the way, I’m thinking of going back to China next month."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes snapped open. "…Why?"

"I think by then my situation will have settled down. And I can’t keep delaying things here. Will you come back with me?"

"Don’t go back."

"Hmm?" Li Shuo said, "I’ll decide based on the situation…-"

"-Isn’t it nice here? Why go back?"

"We can’t stay here forever. Your branch in Beijing is almost fully staffed. You need to start working soon."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes held unreadable emotions. "Not so soon, there’s no rush."

"You might not be in a hurry. But your dad certainly is." Li Shuo yawned. "I know this is your first time running a company. Don’t worry, your dad has sent several senior executives to assist you. I’ll help you too. Don’t be afraid."

Zhao Jinxin was silent for a moment before he said playfully, "I don’t want to work. I just want to spend every day idly with you."

Li Shuo laughed. "Being idle for too long can be tiring too." Speaking of ‘being idle’, Li Shuo felt hungry. "Hey, is there anything to eat?"

"Hungry, huh?" Zhao Jinxin kissed him. "I made some porridge. I’ll heat it up and bring it over to feed you."

"I’m not sick," Li Shuo said, trying to get up.

Zhao Jinxin gently pushed him back onto the bed, indulgently saying, "I just want to take care of my Li Shushu. Give me this chance, won’t you?"

Li Shuo chuckled. "Alright, I’ll give you this chance."

Zhao Jinxin went to the kitchen and put the porridge in the microwave. He stood there for a moment, then pulled out his phone from his pocket and quickly typed a few words with one hand before sending a message.

The recipient's name displayed as—Shao Qun.

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*Translator’s Note: Yup. It’s ‘that’ Shao Qun… -K

*Proofread by 2024.07.28* I’m currently in the middle of the proofreading stage of my first ever translation; ‘Winner Takes All’. Lots of changes will be made especially to titles such as ‘Brother’ will be changed to ‘Ge’ and ‘Uncle’ will be changed to ‘Shushu’. I will proofread these chapters slowly when I’m free so please understand if there are any delays or discrepancies. TQ.

Proofread version of the rest of the novel will only be available on knoxt.space while Mature Chapters will be released on my Blog.

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