CGBTS Chapter 30

 (M) Chapter 30 - Finally, with you…

Novel Title: あの夏から戻れない (Can’t Go Back to That Summer)

Author：宮緒葵 (Miyao Aoi)

Illustrator：笠井あゆみ (Kasai Ayumi)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 櫛原夏生 (Kushihara Natsuo -MC) & 四辻柊 (Yotsutsuji Shuu -ML)

*Please read at kin0monogatari.blogspot.com, the original site of translation. TQ*

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―――He wanted to be violated. Just like that time, he wanted to be forced down, penetrated from behind without being prepared.

―――He wanted to be forced to take it in his mouth. Just like that time, he wanted his small mouth filled with the raging dick, thrust into until he nearly gagged, and semen poured down his throat.

―――He wanted the semen to overflow. Just like that time, he wanted the semen he had been made to take over the course of the entire night to be pushed out from his asshole by Shuu pressing on his belly, right before Shuu’s eyes.

The images that flashed through his mind and vanished again seemed to have slipped from Natsuo’s mouth unconsciously.

“…You… remember what happened?”

Shuu’s cheek tensed ever so slightly.

The confusion caused by not understanding the meaning of the question lasted only a moment. Natsuo felt for the emerald pendant—the only thing he was wearing—and clenched it tightly in his hand.

“I remember. …Etsuko-chan said that when Shuu found someone precious to him, he was supposed to give this to them.”

“What……?”

“Etsuko-chan told me that… But I didn’t want to give it to Etsuko-chan, or to anyone else, so…”

“…So that’s why you resisted until you got wounds like these?”

Shuu relaxed his tension with a soft exhale and gently stroked the wounds caused by the chain digging into Natsuo’s skin, as if tending to them.

The dick inside that Natsuo had thought was already plenty large swelled even further, expanding his slender abdomen from within. His flesh creaked under the strain as it was molded to Shuu’s shape. Even that sensation was precious to him. Because the more Shuu opened him up, the more of Shuu he could receive inside him.

“…Yeah. I… don’t want to give Shuu… to anyone else…”

“―――Not the pendant, but me?”

The moment Natsuo nodded, the dick that had been filling his abdomen to the brim was suddenly pulled out all at once. Before he could even protest, asking why, the gaping asshole was once again pierced by an extremely thick dick.

“...Ah, aaaaaah……!”

A burst of white light exploded deep inside Natsuo’s head.

Using arms a good size thicker and more powerful than Natsuo’s to hoist his limp legs, Shuu relentlessly pounded his hardened dick deep into him. With every beastlike rhythm, utterly without restraint and driven solely by the desire to satisfy his own lust, Natsuo’s small body bounced against the tatami.

“Natsuo… Natsuo…!”

“Ah, ahh, Sh-Shuu, Shuu…”

“I love you… I love you, I love you. I’ve loved you since the first time we met. Since the moment you smiled at me…”

Was that throbbing―――Natsuo’s heart, or the dick inside his abdomen? Feeling heat spreading from where they were joined, Natsuo tightly clenched around Shuu.

He was happy when Shuu’s green eyes burned with emotion and his hips trembled. …Because it was proof that it wasn’t only Natsuo—Shuu was sharing the same heat with him, too.

“…Shu…u, Shuu…………!”

Wet, lewd sounds accumulated in the dimness of the room. With every thrust into his abdomen, it felt as though Natsuo’s body was being remade. From an innocent body that had never experienced anything, into a vessel capable of receiving Shuu’s passion. Like a hard bud slowly blossoming.

“More… give me more…”

Desperately lifting his powerless hands, Natsuo touched his own nipples and dick. He pinched the nipples that had been stiff and throbbing for some time with his fingertips, and stroked his already taut shaft despite having only just climaxed. Because he knew that the more wanton he became, the more he would stir Shuu’s lust.

“Deeper than before… release a lot more inside me……”

“…Ah, ah,………Natsuo!”

With a heavy jolt, his body trembled from within.

Natsuo clung to Shuu’s neck as he received the tremendous amount of semen released from the tip of the dick thrust impossibly deep inside him. His legs convulsed again and again as he writhed his hips.

……Ah, ahh, there was so much… of Shuu. Shuu’s semen… so much……!

Mixing with what had been poured into him earlier, the semen was churned and foamed by the fully engorged tip as it flowed deep inside him. The abnormally intense heat consuming his entire body eased just a little, and breathing became slightly easier.

But it still wasn’t enough. Not yet, not yet—the heat of Shuu devouring this body, consuming it completely―――.

“…Still not satisfied?”

Shuu lovingly sucked along Natsuo’s inner thigh, where the trembling had subsided, leaving behind a red mark. Natsuo immediately nodded as Shuu slowly thrust into his abdomen, then wrapped his hand around the comparatively modest organ that paled beside Shuu’s.

“Me neither. …I want to violate you more and more, connect with you… and make you carry my child.”

“Ah… I… …I would carry… Shuu’s……”

“Yeah. If we do that, we’ll never be separated again. No matter what happens, we’ll be able to stay together forever, right?”

Just from stirring the foaming semen inside him, Shuu’s dick gradually regained its strength. As his sweaty hand gripped his shaft, Natsuo’s whole body was shaken along with it, and as his head bobbed helplessly up and down, Shuu covered Natsuo’s lips as though biting into them, silencing his incessant moans.

“…Nn, ………mm, mmh—, ……!”

There was no way the inexperienced Natsuo could resist the thick tongue that entered his mouth. His shrinking tongue was immediately entwined and captured, and both above and below, he was filled to the end. His thighs, hoisted up, pressed against and flattened his abdomen, spreading the semen inside him through his sensitive flesh.

Even though he could barely breathe, even though it was painful to have even the breath leaving his lungs completely stolen away, the pleasure within him only continued to intensify. The semen inside his abdomen rippled with a soft slosh, and Natsuo dug his nails into Shuu’s neck as he clung to him. As though even that pain were a caress, Shuu slipped his tongue deep into his throat.

“…Nnh, u… fuwah, …nnhh…”

Unable to tear his eyes away from Shuu’s green eyes, which never closed, Natsuo’s ears continued to be assaulted by the wet sounds coming from inside his abdomen. By now, Natsuo’s body was completely covered by Shuu’s, which was more than a size larger than his own. Everything except their intertwined limbs must have been buried beneath him.

If only he could remain buried inside Shuu like this and become one with him――.

“Ngh……, ugh,………nn………?”

When Natsuo swallowed their mingled saliva and let out a pleased sound at how good it tasted, the tongues that had been entwined smoothly came apart.

The legs that had been held up all this time were lowered. It seemed as though not only their kiss but even the connection between their lower bodies was about to be severed, and Natsuo instinctively tightened around the dick that was trying to leave him.

“…Shuu……, ……why?”

The heat still hadn’t faded. His stomach still wasn’t full. Shuu himself had said he wanted to keep violating Natsuo until he became pregnant.

Ignoring Natsuo’s silent protest portrayed in his eyes, Shuu pulled his hips back. Before the enormous amount of semen could spill from the asshole that remained gaping open, he turned Natsuo onto his stomach and pushed only his lower body out, then thrust his still-unfaltering dick back into the asshole that writhed, seeking something to fill it.

“Hic……! Ah, nooooooo……!”

While pushing back the semen that was about to flow out, the dick ground roughly against the quivering sensitive flesh. Being gouged from an angle different from before, Natsuo shed tears of joy from his wide-open eyes.

“…Is this all right?”

Shuu slowly covered Natsuo’s back with his body and lifted Natsuo’s chin. He licked Natsuo’s earlobe, and Natsuo nodded again and again.

“Good… i-it’s so good… Shuu, Shuu’s…”

“My what?”

“Shuu’s semen, deep inside my stomach… squishing around, sloshing…”

Even Natsuo himself didn’t understand what he was saying, but Shuu understood perfectly. The organ being gripped from behind was squashed with a wet sound in his large hand. Apparently, without realizing it, Natsuo had lightly reached climax.

“Does it feel good when I stir around what I released inside your belly?”

“Mm… nnh……”

“I see. …Then I’ll release inside you as many times as you want. As many times as you desire…”

Shuu gave a low chuckle and slid his hand over Natsuo’s abdomen. When he pressed down firmly, the abundant semen that had been accumulated inside was pushed upward, deeper into him, making Natsuo instinctively clench around Shuu’s thick dick.

“…Ahh…”

“If that happens, this place might end up being pregnant with my child. ……Would that still be all right?”

Whispering while slipping his tongue into Natsuo’s ear, Shuu made Natsuo nod fervently. Each time the heat inside his body intensified, strange images flashed through his mind. Natsuo being violated in every conceivable situation, and Shuu violating him. Shuu must have intended to trace those strangely nostalgic images and make them reality for him.

Instead of begging him to release inside him quickly, Natsuo placed both hands on the tatami and guided Shuu’s manhood deep inside with his writhing flesh.

“———Natsuo, Natsuo…… ah, finally, with you……”

Grabbing both of Natsuo’s buttocks in his hands, Shuu began roughly thrusting his hips against him.

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~【n Minus 19th】~

‘……Haa…! Hah, haa… hah……’

He was running away.

Natsuo was running away. He had fallen several times and was covered in mud.

His shoes had fallen off long ago. He had stepped on small stones and branches in various places, and the soles of his feet were covered in wounds that throbbed painfully. But he couldn’t afford to stop. That guy had surely noticed that Natsuo had disappeared and must have come after him.

Escaping from that guy’s house had been almost a miracle. Just when he was about to strip Natsuo naked, someone happened to come to the house, and he went out to answer the door. Since Natsuo heard a child’s voice calling, “Big Brother Shuu,” it was probably the neighborhood boy called Kazuo. When Natsuo had first wandered into the village, he had exchanged greetings with him just once.

Because Natsuo was about to be violated, the chains had been removed. Even though that guy couldn’t keep him captive without tying him down, he would release the restraints only when they were physically intimate. Perhaps he wanted to convince himself that what they were doing was consensual. Even though Natsuo had never once willingly accepted him.

Before that guy could return, Natsuo slipped outside through the back door. He had been captured immediately after meeting the village chief, so there was no one he could rely on. His feet carried him not toward the settlement, but toward a small wooded hill that could be seen to the east. The sun was already beginning to set. If he could get through the mountain before nightfall, perhaps he could find somewhere to ask for help.

……Why had he ever thought about entering Mount Hinashi again?

As he pushed his way through the overgrown grass, wave after wave of regret came crashing over him.

He shouldn’t have come. Just as everyone had said, he should have believed that that guy had died ten years ago. Then he never would have had to learn about his ugly true nature. He could have kept him in his memories as a beautiful memory, just as he had been.

‘Hah… ah, ……ah!’

The instant he stepped on something hard, a sharp pain shot through his ankle. Writhing in agony, Natsuo rolled onto the ground and opened his eyes wide. A metal trap, apparently intended for hunting, had clamped down on his right ankle. Like the jaws of a wild beast, it had sunk firmly into his flesh, and there was no way Natsuo could free himself with his own strength. Villagers who gathered wild plants would surely come and go around here, so why had such a dangerous trap been set here?

The grass rustled.

The incessant chorus of insects, which had been almost deafening, had vanished without him noticing.

‘―――I found you, Natsuo.’

‘Hhgh—……!’

A tall man emerged from the dimness. Natsuo nearly leaped into the air. His heart pounded like a frantic bell, beating so violently that it felt as though it might burst.

……No, how is this-……!?

He had been prepared for the inevitable moment when he would be found, but why was the man appearing from ahead of him rather than from behind? It was almost as though he had predicted where Natsuo would run.

…Could it be that this is his trap, too…?

‘So you still had enough strength left to run away. I suppose I was a little too easy on you.’

‘…Th-this isn’t… right… Ah, no, don’t come, don’t come closer!’

Natsuo desperately pleaded, but his pleas were not heeded. Shuu crouched beside him and lifted the hem of Natsuo’s yukata. Since he had not been given any underwear, his bare lower body was exposed.

Shuu’s erect dick was pressed between Natsuo’s forcibly spread buttocks. Even when Natsuo thrashed about without caring that the trap was digging deeper into his flesh, Shuu’s trained body easily held him down.

Clank, clank. Clank, clank.

The chain attached to the bloodstained trap made an irritating noise.

‘I’ll make sure you never think about running away again.’

‘Ah… no, n-no! No, no, no, no, no… ah… Shuu!’

The weapon-like dick pierced his still-tightly closed asshole.

Choking on the thick smell of rusty iron, Natsuo let out a scream.

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*Translator’s Note: That was very much Japanese porn material right there. -K

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CGBTS Chapter 29

 (M) Chapter 29 - Give it to me

Novel Title: あの夏から戻れない (Can’t Go Back to That Summer)

Author：宮緒葵 (Miyao Aoi)

Illustrator：笠井あゆみ (Kasai Ayumi)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 櫛原夏生 (Kushihara Natsuo -MC) & 四辻柊 (Yotsutsuji Shuu -ML)

*Please read at kin0monogatari.blogspot.com, the original site of translation. TQ*

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As the conversation reached him in fragments, Natsuo trembled with fear.

Had he eaten those flowers—the ones that caused the skin to blister merely from contact with their sap, and could cause death from cardiac arrest if consumed in large quantities? If so, was the heat ravaging his entire body, and the heart beating abnormally hard, also caused by the poison of the Sacred Flower?

“Shu..., ...u...!” Somehow managing to squeeze out a strained voice, Natsuo called out to him. 

Shuu whipped around as if he had been struck and lifted Natsuo into his arms. Perhaps because Natsuo’s entire body was burning hot, Shuu’s hands, which were usually warm, felt slightly cool.

“Natsuo, are you all right!?!? We need to get you treated immediately...”

“......N-no...”

Shuu easily scooped him up and was about to run somewhere when Natsuo grabbed the front of his yukata with his strengthless fingers. ...The skin touching through the fabric was hot. It was difficult to believe that flames weren’t swirling and roaring between them, burning everything up.

“Treatment... ...I don’t need... it...”

With his other hand, Natsuo touched his fully swollen groin.

The instant Shuu’s Adam’s apple bobbed with a gulp, Natsuo became certain.

Shuu would surely save him from this suffering. ...Right now, Shuu was the only person who could save Natsuo.

“......Help me. My body is... so hot... I’m going to melt...”

“―――...!”

The breath that escaped through Shuu’s clenched teeth sounded almost like that of a beast. Tears of joy slipped from Natsuo’s eyes as he clung to Shuu’s thick, powerful neck.

He wanted to transfer even a little of the heat raging inside his body to Shuu. He wanted them to melt together.

Shuu slowly turned back toward Kazuo. Etsuko, who was leaning against the wall and holding her bruised cheek, flinched, but Shuu didn’t even spare her a glance.

“......Take that woman to the cell. You may give her food, but she is not to receive treatment.”

“No...!”

Kazuo was about to protest, but swallowed his words and helped his sister to her feet. He had probably realized that no matter what he said to Shuu right now, Shuu would not listen. Or perhaps he had decided that it would be bad to let Etsuko remain in Shuu’s sight any longer and risk having her hurt again.

“...Sis, hurry!”

Half dragging Etsuko, who was staggering from the pain and shock, Kazuo led her out through the covered veranda. At some point, the glass door to the hallway had been opened. It seemed that Shuu and Kazuo had come to the rescue through there.

“...Shuu, ......Shuu...!”

Even the lukewarm night breeze faintly caressing his cheeks was torture to Natsuo’s overly sensitive skin. It only fanned the heat without allowing him to release it.

He could no longer afford to care about appearances. Natsuo buried his face against the chest exposed through Shuu’s disheveled yukata and ran his tongue over the sweat-dampened skin while roughly squeezing his own groin. He didn’t even think about how his fever-addled state might look in Shuu’s eyes.

“......Natsuo, listen to me.” Hot breath tickled his earlobe.

“You’re not in a normal state right now. Only a limited number of people know this, but in small doses, the Sacred Flower has an effect similar to an aphrodisiac, unnaturally heightening sexual desire. Etsuko put the Sacred Flower into the food in an attempt to kill you, but because the amount you consumed was insufficient to be fatal, its aphrodisiac effect must have taken hold instead.”

“...Ha..., h...”

“Once it reaches this state, the heat from the Sacred Flower won’t subside unless you relieve it by being physically intimate with someone. ......Will you let me help you?”

With his mind feeling as though it might melt from the heat, Natsuo couldn’t understand even half of what Shuu was saying. But he understood that Shuu was trying to save him, so Natsuo nodded repeatedly and looked up at him with tear-filled eyes.

“...I want Shuu. I want you to... help me...”

“...Natsuo...!”

Clenching his teeth hard, Shuu roughly kicked down the inner sliding door. The room next to it was used as a bedroom, but the futons were stored inside the closet.

“Ah... ah, ...Shuu, Shuu...”

As soon as he was lowered onto the faded tatami, Natsuo threw off his shirt and reached for the waistband of his pants. He wanted to return to the state he had been born in as quickly as possible, even if only for a second, and release at least some of the pent-up heat, but his sweaty hands kept slipping.

As he clenched his teeth in frustration, Shuu gently moved his hands aside and, instead, pulled down his pants together with his underwear for him. Natsuo exhaled in relief at the sensation of being freed, while Shuu looked him over with his green eyes and ran his hands over the naked body wearing only the pendant he had given him.

“......I’ve waited so long.”

“...Ah... h, ahhh......”

“For this day to come, I have......”

Was Shuu’s voice, lower and hoarser than usual, proof that he was excited too? ...Natsuo hoped so. He wanted Shuu to be just as aroused as he was, to desire him just as much. Otherwise, otherwise...

“...Shuu...”

His spine shuddered violently.

A heat that felt as though it might melt his brain and a cold that felt as though it might freeze him to death attacked him in alternating waves. Natsuo clung to Shuu. He wrapped his arms around Shuu’s firm waist, untied his sash, and pushed aside the hem of his yukata.

“Ah, ......ahhh......”

Shuu’s crotch, covered by his underwear, was greatly swollen and gave off a distinctly masculine scent. Remembering the day they had reunited, Natsuo dreamily brought his face closer to it. At the increasingly intense scent, his fully erect dick wept tears of pleasure.

“...Hurry...”

“...Natsuo...”

“Hurry... give it to me...... put it inside me...”

When he begged with tear-filled eyes, somewhere inside he understood that his wish would soon be granted—that he would finally be released from this ever-intensifying heat.

Countless images surfaced and burst like bubbles in his mind.

Himself screaming and running away, only to be pushed down and violated. Himself surrounded by purple flowers, wearing nothing but a gorgeous yukata over his naked body, taking a huge dick in himself and there was a man behind him moving his hips. Himself locked inside a dim room, frantically taking a man’s dick into his mouth.

Every version of himself was ultimately filled with semen deep inside and wore an expression of complete satisfaction. And the one who always kept him bound to him with his body was Shuu. That man was Shuu.

So, surely this time would be the same――.

“......Ah......!”

His field of vision spun around.

His legs were spread wide. When he opened his eyelids, which he had reflexively squeezed shut, Shuu’s gleaming green eyes pierced straight through to his very heart. Holding up Natsuo’s legs as he lay pinned on his back, Shuu wore a ferocious smile.

“Ah, ah, ...ah......”

At the ferocious sight of Shuu’s dick standing erect between his thighs, Natsuo nearly drooled from the corners of his mouth. The shaft, seemingly as thick as a child’s arm, curved upward as several veins pulsed along it, spilling clear pre-ejaculate from its tip. The two heavy-looking sacs hanging beneath it were incomparable to Natsuo’s own.

“...Hurry... hurry up......”

Even though there was no way he could come through unscathed if something extremely huge like that were forced into his unprepared asshole, Natsuo invited Shuu in by making his opening twitch. He knew that even if he were hurt and bled, accepting Shuu down there would bring him the greatest pleasure.

“―――Natsuo......!”

His legs were lifted so high that his knees pressed against his chest, and the tip of Shuu’s erected dick was placed against his exposed opening.

Why was it that the heat that felt as though it might scorch his innocent entrance, the strength of the fingers digging into his thighs, and the sensation of his thick flesh all somehow felt strangely nostalgic, even though every single thing should have been a first for Natsuo?

“Hic......! Ah, ah, ahhh―――……!”

Into a place that had never accepted a foreign object even once, the tip of something cruelly large for a first penetration began sinking in.

Under normal circumstances, it should have been enough to break Natsuo, yet the bud that had longed for something to pierce it opened as wide as it could and swallowed Shuu’s dick whole. It was swallowed, little by little, bit by bit, as though savoring his overwhelming thickness and the ridges of his veins.

.......What is this......? This is strange. What’s happening to my body......?

“...Natsuo. Just a little more. Please, loosen up.”

“Ahh......!”

Even the slightest movement from Shuu’s hips made Natsuo’s sensitive flesh stir, and he instinctively worked his opening around the shaft buried deep inside his abdomen, greedily taking in its thickness. Shuu’s face, with only one eyebrow furrowed, was so sensual that it made Natsuo’s heart pound. Relaxing was impossible. Because, because...

“...Because I... don’t want to be apart from you...”

“Natsu......, Natsuo............”

“Because I... absolutely don’t want to be apart from you, Shuu...”

No matter how tightly they clasped hands, if enough force was applied, they could still be pulled apart. But if they connected like this... if they became one... then they could never be separated.

“...Natsuo, Natsuo!”

“Hic... ......Ahhhh!”

His legs were raised even higher, lifting his lower body off the ground. The tip of the flesh-blade that had thrust in from almost directly above throbbed, spraying a hot burst of fluid.

“Ah... ah, ah... Shu..., ...u...... Shuu... is......”

The large amount of semen that had gushed forth soaked his sensitive flesh as it was poured deeper and deeper inside, making a sticky sloshing sound within his abdomen. Experiencing for the first time the sensation of hot fluid seeping into him, Natsuo instinctively reached out and touched his trembling stomach.

“...Shuu is... here...”

“Yeah...... That’s right, Natsuo.”

His body shuddering, Shuu let Natsuo receive every last drop before bringing his handsome face closer. He pressed his lips, burning hot like fire, against Natsuo’s slightly parted lips.

“I’ll always be inside you. I’m not going anywhere.”

“...Really? You won’t... leave me?”

“There’s no way I could leave you. ......Not after I finally have you like this.”

His whisper was hoarse from the heat, and Natsuo couldn’t hear it clearly.

But it didn’t matter. When he met Shuu’s gaze with those green eyes, deeper in color than usual, he understood. Shuu intended to devour all the heat throughout Natsuo’s body and, in exchange, fill him with Shuu himself.

“......Ah, ah, ahhh......!”

After only a few movements of his hips, the flesh-blade that had quickly become engorged again moved effortlessly through the thoroughly lubricated narrow passage. Natsuo could feel Shuu’s presence even more vividly than before. When he twisted his hips, the hot-breathing rim thrust deeply inside all at once.

“Ahh, ......ah!”

The heat gathered in his groin burst apart.

The semen that was ejaculated with such force splattered in all directions, even wetting Natsuo’s cheek. While burying himself all the way to the base inside Natsuo’s abdomen, leaving nothing behind, Shuu ran his tongue along Natsuo’s cheek.

“……Ah… …ngh….”

The tongue that licked up his lips as though savoring something delicious was so sensual that Natsuo instinctively clenched around Shuu inside him. The pulsations and heartbeats overlapping deep within him slowly melted away the last fragments of his reason.

Shuu’s wet lips curved into a smile. “…Was being fucked into the depths of your belly really that good?”

With a sway of his hips, Shuu moved his waist, making Natsuo’s softened shaft sway along with him. Natsuo had never had any experience with either a man or a woman. He had masturbated as much as anyone else, but reaching climax without even being touched was the first time in his life.

But he wasn’t ashamed.

“…Yeah… it felt good…”

Natsuo’s eyes grew hazy with ecstasy as he pulled Shuu’s powerful back closer with his heels. Once again, the dick buried itself deeply inside him, and a breath steeped entirely in pleasure escaped his lips.

“When your hot semen, Shuu, released so much inside me… and when you fit yourself all the way in… it feels really good…”

“Ah… ah, Natsuo…”

“More… I want more. Fill me up with you, Shuu…”

Once wasn’t enough. Even twice or three times wouldn’t be enough. He wanted Shuu to pour his semen inside of him until he reached his limit. He wanted Shuu to then plug him up with his thick dick so that nothing would spill out, and thrust into him until his tender flesh was scraped raw.

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*Translator’s Note: Whew… That was hot. And the session continues in the next chapter… -K

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CM Chapter 51

 CM Chapter 51

(M) Chapter 51 - Can’t Hold Back

Chapter 2, Part 13.1

Novel Title: ひとりじめ (Completely Mine)

Author：椎崎 夕 (Shiizaki You)

Illustrator：小山田 あみ (Oyamada Ami)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 細川 湊 (Hosokawa Minato -MC) & 荻原 浩志 (Ogiwara Koushi -ML)

*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*

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"Wait, just a minute."

"I'm sorry, I can't wait."

As soon as they reached the apartment entrance, Minato was enveloped in an embrace from behind. Parting his hair, lips found his earlobe and left a resounding kiss, drawing his attention to the sound before the sensation on his skin. The reverberating sound spread like ripples from within, stirring up a heat he had not felt in a long time.

After countless kisses in the car by the seaside, which of them had proposed switching locations because they couldn't bear to part? They couldn't bring themselves to enter the hotel along the way, and the city hotel near the station also felt unsettling, so they ended up parking in the coin parking closest to Minato's apartment.

Even after climbing the four flights of stairs and standing in front of the apartment, neither of them said a word. The moment Minato opened the door and entered, the atmosphere shifted as if a thin layer had been peeled away.

The kisses that had been accompanied by Ogiwara repeatedly murmuring Minato's name and exploring his ear eventually fell from the base of his jaw to his neck, to the nape. The kisses that had started gently had somehow become persistent, and even though they both knew each other’s bodies well, Minato’s skin trembled as if it was the first time. The long fingers caressed all over his body, searching for the spots that shuddered, and the hips that tried to escape were pulled back by strong arms.

"Minato-sensei..." The voice that was poured directly into his ear was unusually hoarse. Recognizing that familiar voice, a subtle heat began to spread from the depths of Minato’s skin.

The jaw that had been unconsciously shaking side to side was grasped and guided to turn. While accepting the kiss that immediately blocked his breath, Minato still felt a lingering unease and scrutinized the situation.

Something felt different. While relieved that the kisses, embraces, and the body heat conveyed were the same as before, something didn't quite fit. Even though the one beside him now was Ogiwara, just as it had been back then, a piece of the puzzle that should have been in its rightful place was slightly off.

"Mmh, ...ah." In the hazy state of his mind, his captured tongue was firmly pressed by teeth. Lifting the eyelids that had fallen, Minato's gaze met Ogiwara's, who was too close to focus on.

Witnessing the sharp eyes softening, a tingling sensation spread throughout Minato’s body. As the angle of the kiss changed and deepened, the warmth conveyed through it filled Minato with profound relief.

Ten years ago, there was no time to think. The true intentions behind Ogiwara’s actions were completely unforeseen. The second time, the day after their reunion, Minato had been swept away by Ogiwara's convenience. Afterwards, while he hadn't been brutally fucked, they had never been in this kind of intimate contact, gazing into each other's eyes and affirming their shared warmth and feelings.

"Sensei...?" 

As if sensing the gaze, Ogiwara briefly paused the kiss and murmured Minato’s name softly. To not let that voice slip away this time, Minato lifted his chin. Unable to reach the lips, he placed his own against the underside of Ogiwara's jaw. Capturing the startled face, the roughness of the skin and the familiar scent. They convinced Minato that this was truly Ogiwara.

"I love you." The unintentional words were just a few syllables, a phrase even a young child would know. But in this moment, that was the sole feeling overflowing within Minato.

Yet, Ogiwara who was so close suddenly contorted his expression, looking troubled. Tracing the lips he had touched just moments ago with his fingertips, Minato was abruptly bitten by the teeth. What had started as a mere graze quickly flared into a sharp pain, and as he tried to pull his hand back, his body was suddenly spun around. Pressed against the wall next to the entrance, Minato was tightly embraced by the facing Ogiwara, his breath becoming shallow.

"Ogi...wara...? Mm, ...ah."

"Me too."

The groan-like response was swallowed up by the incoming ravenous kiss. As Minato’s mouth was invaded, his breath became uneven. His collar was yanked forcefully and the tie was pulled off with a sound. With the warm palms caressing from his chest to his sides, Minato's shirt had become completely unbuttoned before he realized it.

"Mm, ...nh, ah."

Unable to keep up with the kiss that kept changing angles, his shallow breaths were laced with sounds. Each time his body was rocked, the back of his head brushed against the wall with a faint noise, and the tip of his tongue that had been entwined was pushed deeper inside.

The viscous, wet sounds scorched his nerves. As the kiss that had drifted away moved from his jaw down his throat and even lower, Minato unconsciously pressed his limp fingers against the wall.

"Wait, Ogi...wara."

The words he spoke became fragmented, blending into his shallow panting. The scattered sounds turned into muffled gasps, Minato's own breathing spurring him on. The exposed skin being explored elicited a small shiver down his spine.

The deft fingers toyed with the spot on his chest that had changed color. The nipples that had unknowingly become peaked were gradually heating up with each touch, creating an odd sensation that was both agonizing and tingling. He already knew that area was sensitive to kisses, and yet, unsatisfied with just the fingers, he was anticipating what was to come.

"...Minato-sensei, you like this spot, don't you?" The murmured breath caressing his collarbone and grazing his chest made Minato's face flush hotly. His averted chin was pulled back, and he was bitten in a kiss. As Minato managed to open his eyes, he saw Ogiwara lowering his head. His lips touched the nipple on Minato’s chest and a small sound escaped his throat.

The sucking on his nipple was sweet yet biting, and something stirred deep within him. Afraid of the embarrassing sounds he might make, Minato desperately clenched his back teeth.

While sucking on one side of Minato’s nipple, the other peaked area was pressed and caressed by the fingertips. The disparate stimuli created a flow within Minato’s body, igniting heat from the depths of his skin. With each reaction, his entire body seemed to melt.

The knees that he had strained to keep firm were now trembling weakly. Despite clawing at the wall supporting his back in an effort to endure, that very restraint only amplified the building heat.

There was no response to his plea to wait, only his hips being firmly embraced. The palm slipping into his slacks made his entire body jerk in surprise.

The area that had been swelling with heat was quickly pushed to its limit, the sudden stimulation causing his hips to reflexively try to escape. Against the lips licking his jaw and earlobe, he let out a thick, viscous voice unique to the act.

“Aahh..”

"Where else do you want me to touch?"

"Nowhe-, ah, ...mmh."

In response to the voice he had released from the back of his throat, the fingers grasping his dick began to move in a teasing manner. Caressing the surface, pinching and tracing with the tips - each action caused a rapid rise in heat, stealing away Minato's thoughts.

"Ah, no, mm."

His strained breathing was laced with sounds. Keeping his eyes tightly shut, just the thought of the compromising position and what was being done to him set his entire body ablaze. And yet, deep within, there was a self that yearned for more, seared by the conflicting desires and heat.

A voice calling him "Sensei" reached his ears. Somehow managing to lift his face, his lips were pecked, and he was told to stand firm.

Nodding sluggishly, Minato's gaze unconsciously followed as Ogiwara knelt down. Fleetingly wondering if his knee was alright, Minato's breath caught at the next sight.

Ogiwara placed a kiss on the dick he held in his palm. As if aware that Minato was watching, he looked up and deliberately took it into his mouth. Enveloped in the soft, moist warmth, Minato was assaulted by a shudder of pleasure. Unable to make a sound, Minato clung to Ogiwara with the hands that had been clawing the wall.

The voice pleading "Wait" was tinged with an unbearable tone. And yet, Ogiwara’s fingers started to delve into the back, towards his asshole. Minato knew full well the purpose of the fingers caressing him in that familiar way, and that knowledge alone filled him with shame.

Each time he weakly tugged on Ogiwara's hair that he had grasped, his dick was licked and sucked with precision. The thick, viscous pleasure had no limit, and Minato was pulled down, his consciousness eventually shattering as he cum.

His spent body, having lost all strength, was supported in strong arms. He was carried to the nearby bed. Ogiwara then retreated. Minato reached out a hand towards Ogiwara's retreating back as he was laid down on the sheets.

"Sensei? What's wro-"

Jerking around, Ogiwara saw Minato's hand and seemed reluctant to let go. Pulling on the grasped wrist, Minato placed a kiss on Ogiwara's palm.

Ogiwara, looking troubled, clicked his tongue. At that reaction, Minato's hand flinched, only to have both wrists suddenly seized and pressed into the sheets. The weight bearing down took his breath away, and despite the discomfort, he felt a strange joy.

With his arms outstretched, Minato clung to the broad back. As Ogiwara paused the kissing, fingers traced his temples, cheeks, and earlobes, before placing kisses on his brow, cheek, and the corner of his lips. Drowning in these unfamiliar sensations, Minato realized this was the first time he had actively embraced Ogiwara.

"...Mm, nh."

Accepting the returning warmth of the kiss, Minato even extended his own tongue. Despite this being a first for him, he felt no hesitation. The intertwining and pushing and pulling caused something certain to settle within his chest. By the time the kiss had traveled from his lips to his chest, the fingers parting his legs were caressing that deep place with utmost gentleness.

It felt as if he was being manipulated on the other side of a thin membrane. Unable to escape, and moreover, not truly wishing to. The gradually prolonged pleasure, akin to pain, had Minato gasping soundlessly by the time the kiss that had started at his chest reached the area that had already climaxed once before.

"Sensei," the voice called, and Minato opened his eyes. In the blurred, indistinct vision, Ogiwara was close enough for their noses to nearly touch. Without being told, Minato somehow managed to lift his chin. Reaching Ogiwara's lower lip, he kissed it weakly, digging his nails into the arms embracing him.

Deepening the kiss that had only grazed before, Ogiwara lightly nipped Minato's tongue once, then slowly rose. With an achingly gentle gesture, he grasped Minato's knees, their gazes meeting as Ogiwara joined their bodies at the deepest point. That act, which had previously been merely a checkpoint, now had Minato on the verge of tears.

Leaning down, Ogiwara gave Minato's lips another kiss. As he pulled Minato's back against his chest, enveloping him completely, a low murmur reached his ear.

"I won’t be able to hold back...Please hold on tight."

That wavering, hoarse voice plucked at his raw nerves. Unexpectedly pierced by Ogiwara’s dick in the depths of his hips, a sound escaped Minato's throat. The waves that began were deceptively gentle, yet at times forceful, and Minato could only struggle to keep up.

Each time he voiced a cry, kisses were trailed along his cheek, temple, and the corner of his eye. The gestures were tender, but the thrusting motions were merciless.

"Ah, -nnh!!"

The sensation of being penetrated deeply was not just pleasure, but tinged with fear as well, which seemed to make his voice more strained. Noticing this, the palm on his hips moved to caress Minato’s dick, soothing him. Bitten on his arched throat by the dual sensations, Minato was driven to a point of no escape.

He felt like he might just shatter and disappear entirely. Such an impossible thought crossed his mind. Yet, he found that even if that happened, as long as it was with Ogiwara, he would be fine with it.

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*Translator’s Note: I bet Minato was thoroughly fucked that night. I wonder if he can move the next day. -K

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