DB Chapter 3

3. The. Beating. Of. His. Heart.

I’m afraid that it has come to this. To make sure that he will be saved before he loses his innocence, there’s just one thing I must do, sadly. “Collin, darling, do you like this?” I asked as I planted more kisses on the nape of his neck. Such a small neck. One of my palms could be fully wrapped around it. Such a delicate sweet little thing. 

He stuttered as he answered me. “Er. Y-yes, Ad-adrian,” his small lovely innocent voice spoken.

“Hmm. You want me to continue?” I asked. “I don’t want just kisses. Are you aware of that?” I kept probing questions to make sure he’s aware of this sin we’re about to make. To make sure he knows that his innocence will be tainted if I continue. To make sure that there’s a need for me to preserve his innocence. 

“Y-yes. I-I-I wan-t Ad-rian t-to touch me,” he answered. Hmm. I guess there’s no need for clothing then. I pulled his shorts off and saw his hardened dick. There was no mistaking this. He really wanted me to touch him. I took off his shirt too. He was completely naked before me. My tongue quickly made its way to each and every part of his body. I pressed my ear close to where his heart is when I’m done licking him all over. And I heard his heart pounding fast. It was like the sounds of the feet of soldiers marching into the battlefield.

He was moaning softly as I stroked his dick slowly. Too bad… I’m sorry, Collin. I will not let your lust take away your innocence. I won’t let you get further corrupted by me. No. I will save you. I will ‘keep’ you with me always. One as me. Your heart that was beating fast as of now, will be with me. You are mine, alone. I kissed his lips savagely. Small lips, small figures… those small fingers slipping into my pants, groping my own hardened dick. Ah… too far away now. We are lost further. His innocence will be gone. Collin, I will rescue you. And I quickly wrapped both of my hands around his neck, pressing my thumbs on his Adam’s apple.

Collin, I will definitely rescue you. He choked. Such a beautiful sound he made with that choking vibration. And with all his might it appeared, he tried to pull my hands away. He even scratched my hands till they bled. And he tried to scratch my face too. I only smiled at him as I kept pressing my hands, adding pressure. “Syhhh,” I tried to comfort him. I saw the confusion in his eyes, I saw it all… all questions he was asking to himself as to why I was doing this to him. I saw him afraid. Afraid of death. Yes, everyone was afraid, wasn't it? And now… at last… I saw nothing. No more questions, confusion, or fear. Just nothing. Those eyes… they had finally stopped ‘talking’. So I released my grip. I wiped blood away from my hands over the scratch marks that had completely healed and I looked down on him. I had saved him.

I placed his body in the bathtub. He was completely submerged in the water. I lifted his body up a bit and washed him. Washing him off of my filth. He will always be beautiful. Always be innocent. I will wash him clean… This small, fragile body is now mine. Forever mine. Each finger, each strand of hair, each part of the skin… all mine. I’m washing him clean off of everything that this world had ever filth him. He is now a newborn. He is reborn. He is free from this dirty world.

I played the recorded-piano music once I’m done washing him and looked at his cold, unmoving body on the bed as I sipped on my red wine. Sweet taste that burnt my throat. Sweet hunger and passion. Sweet immortality. He will be immortal. One with me. And I joined him on the bed. “Sweet Collin, I will now touch you,” I said as I stroked his hair slowly. I know he will not respond to me anymore but at the back of my mind, I can almost hear him giggle. He’s happy, is he not? I turned his body over and pulled my pants down. I kissed his shoulder as I pushed my dick into him. I’m going to do this passionately. He can no longer feel me. He can no longer moan or touch me. But I will keep on pounding in this cold tight asshole. 

This way, he will never lose his innocence. And he is one with me. I pressed my ears to where his heart is as I fucked him. No beating sound. No more soldiers marching forward in a battlefield. They have lost, haven’t they? I smiled at the thought. But we have won, Collin. Oh and that heart… I will cut it out of your body after I’m done fucking you, Collin. I will keep that heart as mine. You see? You will always be with me. Untainted. Unbroken. Your heart will always beat as my own. I will make sure of it. Because your heart, Collin, I will eat it. You will join the rest of them. Inside me. The rest of those innocence that I had preserved before you.

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