(M) Chapter 32 - Christmas Eve (Part 4)
Christmas Eve, Part 4
Novel Title: ツァイガルニクの恋の沼 (Zeigarnik’s Love Swamp)
Author：月村奎著 (Tsukimura Kei)
Illustrator：志水ゆき (Shimizu Yuki)
Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)
Protagonists: 市川春音 (Ichikawa Harune -MC) & 二ノ宮航輝 (Ninomiya Kouki -ML)
*Please read at kin0monogatari.blogspot.com, the original site of translation. TQ*
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Kouki quickly joined him under the covers, and their playful kissing resumed.
The feel of their bare skin touching while they kissed made Harune’s mind spin. The sensation was so overwhelming that he felt like he could fly off into the distance just from that alone.
“Mmm...”
Kouki’s rough fingertips slid slowly along Harune’s dick, brushing up from the base, making a sound come out of Harune that he didn’t even recognize as his own.
“Hyaa…!”
“You’re already hard.”
“What-... What’s that supposed to mean? Are you making fun of me?”
“No. It just makes me happy to know you’re excited because of me.” The sincerity in Kouki’s voice, and the sheer joy that came through, made Harune’s chest tighten.
“... Of course I’m going to get excited when the person I love touches me like that.”
As Kouki showered Harune’s face with kisses, he suddenly lifted his head and gazed deeply into Harune’s eyes. “Say that again?”
“Huh?”
“Tell me you love me.”
“I... I love you.”
The heat in Harune’s body intensified, spurred on by his own words.
Kouki smiled, a warm and melting expression.
“That makes me so happy.”
“...Isn’t it obvious by now? You should know that already.”
“Even so, hearing it said out loud feels amazing. But, you know, I love you more.”
“Mm...”
Kouki planted another passionate kiss on Harune. As his tongue explored the inside of Harune’s mouth, his thumb traced slow circles over the tip of Harune’s dick. With so little experience, Harune was overwhelmed in no time, nearly on the verge of tears.
“W-Wait... if you keep doing that all of a sudden, I’ll...”
“Then let it happen.”
“I don’t want it to be one-sided...”
“Then should we do it together?” Kouki uncapped the bottle he had taken from the shelf earlier and poured some of its contents where their dicks were pressed together.
“Ah!”
The cold sensation was brief, replaced quickly by warmth as their dicks were rubbed together, sending a wave of maddening pleasure through Harune.
“Ah... ah...” He was close to climaxing almost instantly, and he had to fight to distract himself.
“Y-you’ve been preparing all this? Things like getting this ready, changing the room, making a feast... a-and... are you even working properly?”
“Nope. These past few days, I’ve been too busy thinking about you to get any work done.” Kouki said it with a pleased grin.
“You... idiot.” Harune had meant to sound exasperated, but a sweet, nasal tone slipped out instead.
Because... he had always thought it was a one-sided love, yet Kouki had been loving him that much all along.
Harune himself had stayed up late for the past two nights, knitting gloves, his thoughts entirely on Kouki.
“When you say ‘idiot’ with such a cute face, it’s dangerous.”
“A-Ah... no…!” The sensation of being rubbed and teased by Kouki’s fingers finally overwhelmed Harune, and his body shook uncontrollably as he reached his peak.
Kouki, watching Harune’s face intently, held his breath as he too reached his own climax, spilling warm fluid across Harune’s stomach.
“...Haa... haa...” Even though Harune had only been lying there, his breathing was ragged and heavy.
When he tried to twist his body to reach the tissues by the bedhead, Kouki held him from behind. “You’re not going anywhere.”
The low, sensual voice sent a shock through Harune’s brain.
“...I’m not running. I’m just grabbing tissues.”
“No need.”
“What do you mean, ‘no need’? The bed will get dirty.”
“Don’t worry about it. We’re about to do something that’ll make it even dirtier.”
“What are you... ah…-!” When Kouki gently bit down on the back of Harune’s neck, his body went limp, like a kitten being carried by its mother.
Kouki’s teeth, lips, and tongue glided over Harune’s skin as if savouring every inch, trailing down from his nape, to his neck, and along his spine.
“...Ah...”
It was as if every inch of Harune’s back had become a sensory organ. Even the smallest touch sent tremors through his body, and from the top of his head to the tips of his toes, he felt a sweet, tingling sensation.
Though he had just reached release moments ago, the blood began rushing back to his groin, making him painfully hard between his body and the sheets.
“Your back is seriously beautiful,” Kouki whispered in a voice full of admiration, making Harune squirm with a strange mix of embarrassment and flattery.
“...S-stop saying such cheesy things. What kind of face are you making when you say that?”
“I mean it, though. But... you’ve got some tension here.” Kouki’s fingers found a knot between Harune’s shoulder blades, and before Harune could react, another cold liquid dripped onto his skin.
“Whoa!”
“Oh, sorry! Was that too cold?”
Kouki placed his fingers over the wet spot, spreading the lubricant with his fingertips, massaging it into Harune’s back. “How does that feel?”
“...It feels really good.” Since it wasn’t a sexual sensation, Harune was able to admit his feelings honestly.
“Just think of it as a resort spa, alright?” Joking lightly, Kouki warmed some more lotion in his palms and spread it across Harune’s entire back.
The gentle pressure of the massage felt so good that it gradually eased the tension from their earlier intimacy. Coupled with his lack of sleep over the past few days, Harune felt himself drifting off into a relaxed, sleepy haze. But just as he was about to succumb to the drowsiness, Kouki’s fingers slid down his back, brushing against the cleft of his buttocks.
The relaxation disappeared in an instant, and Harune instinctively tried to sit up.
“It’s okay, just relax.” Kouki gently pushed Harune’s back down against the bed, forcing him into a position where his upper body lay flat, but his hips were raised, making him stick out his ass.
This time, with deliberate intent, Kouki poured more of the cold liquid into the space between Harune’s butt cheeks.
“Ah…!”
Kouki’s fingers slowly worked the liquid downward, deeper in between the cleft.
“N-no...”
Harune’s body tensed up, instinctively trying to flee from the unfamiliar sensation, but Kouki gently pulled him back.
“Don’t worry, I won’t push you too far. Just relax.”
With a voice so sweet it made Harune wonder where Kouki had learned to sound like that, Kouki continued to loosen the cleft up.
Whenever Harune muttered things like “No” or “I can’t,” Kouki’s hand slid between his legs, searching for the truth behind his words.
“Ah... no...”
Harune wasn’t lying—he truly felt like he couldn’t handle it. That’s why the words spilled from his mouth. But the place where Kouki’s fingers probed was hard and swollen, betraying the excitement that his body couldn’t hide, despite what he was saying.
“That’s good. Your body is excited,” Kouki whispered, satisfied, right next to Harune’s ear, making him want to curl up in embarrassment. Yet there was no denying what his body was feeling.
Kouki’s fingers, which had been moving back and forth, soon started softly entering the entrance from behind.
If Harune really insisted that he didn’t want this, Kouki would stop.
But...
Even though it was scary and embarrassing, Harune’s body, against the frantic protests of his mind, did not resist. Instead, it yielded to the instincts of love, slowly parting his knees to accept Kouki’s touch.
“Ugh…”
Even though it was just a finger, the discomfort felt overwhelming. But once it pressed deep inside, that area suddenly softened and relaxed.
At first, the sensation was duller than Harune had expected. While the surface of his skin was sensitive enough to feel ticklish from even a single hair, the inside, where Kouki’s finger penetrated, felt distant, almost as if it were numbed.
“Nn…!”
The motion of Kouki’s finger spreading the lubricant inside felt like it was happening through several layers of fabric. Even so, despite never having experienced this before, a growing sense of curiosity welled up inside Harune. It was as if something lay beyond that dulled sensation, something he wanted to discover, and his hips moved on their own in response.
Kouki let out a heavy breath. “Man… today might be the day I die.”
“What are you even-… ah…!” Just as Harune tried to respond, Kouki’s finger pulled out and then returned with more pressure. The added stimulation began brushing the edges of pleasure.
“Ah, ah… something feels… strange…”
“Does it hurt?”
“No, not that… just…”
Kouki’s fingers instinctively reached down to the source of his arousal, feeling an urgent pressure that made it seem like he might burst at any moment.
“Here?”
“Ah!… no…”
Suddenly, a wave of pleasure surged deep inside him, a sharp contrast to the earlier distant sensation.
“I-… I’m gonna…”
Before he could push himself further, Kouki’s fingers gently pulled away from his excitement.
“Wait…”
“Huh… aaah…”
Kouki’s fingers, which had been inside him, were completely withdrawn, leaving a hollow emptiness in their wake. But at that entrance, Harune felt something far hotter and bigger than the fingers.
“No, wait, I can’t…”
The feeling of being entered from behind, where he couldn’t see, felt like trying to push a bowling ball into a hole meant for a golf ball. The pressure was immense.
“Ah…!”
“It’s okay, I’ll go slowly.”
“I can’t…”
“They say it’s easier done than said.”
“W-why would you say that now? And besides, my sister said the worrying part was way easier than the actual birth!”
“Really? That’s a kind of argument no man can ever win.” Kouki’s amused tone made Harune unintentionally relax, and in that brief moment, Kouki thrusted in further.
“No…!?”
The sensation of being penetrated was completely different from the foreplay with just fingers. The tight, overwhelming pressure was a testament to Kouki’s current arousal, and the thought of it filled Harune with both tenderness and an almost unbearable happiness.
Harune’s body responded by releasing hot fluid from the front.
“Ugh… I can’t… aaah…” Harune’s body clenched around the tip of Kouki’s dick. As Harune rubbed his forehead against the sheets, his body shaking with orgasmic pleasure.
“You feel incredible…” Kouki whispered, stroking Harune’s back while patiently waiting for his climax to subside. Then, he thrusted in even deeper.
“Ah…! ah…!”
Harune’s feelings, nurtured over nearly two decades of one-sided love, now flooded out all at once. Both his body and heart, having been restrained for so long, now felt like they had burst open.
Even though he had already come twice, a bottomless pleasure surged from deep within where their bodies were joined, and Harune, on the verge of tears, dug his nails into the sheets.
“No… I can’t… take it… anymore…”
Kouki, though on the verge of climax several times, would say things like, “I don’t want our first time to end so quickly,” and would take pauses, only to slowly resume his thrusts deep inside.
During that time, Harune was brought to the brink of release multiple times, his mind becoming so clouded with pleasure that it felt like his brain might melt away.
“…Harune, you’re unbelievably cute. Just thinking about tonight will give me energy anytime, anywhere.” Kouki’s voice, brimming with admiration, seemed to be whispered to someone other than Harune, and as he peeked back through his pleasure-dazed mind, he noticed Kouki was gazing toward the window. Following his line of sight, Harune suddenly snapped back to reality.
The wide glass door, with the curtains left open, acted like a mirror, reflecting their entwined figures.
Feeling mortified beyond belief, Harune let out a raspy shriek. “Close the curtains!”
“This view is too good to waste, don’t you think?” Kouki replied in a dreamy tone, all while still thrusting deep inside.
“N-no, it’s not! Besides, anyone could see us from outside!”
“The only ones who’d bother peeking at this hour are a pervy Santa and his reindeer.”
“Stop messing around! I don’t want anyone but you to see me like this!”
Harune tried to scold his thoughtless lover, but after a brief silence, Kouki muttered something as though he couldn’t hold back any longer. “Harune… you’re seriously so cute, I could die…”
For some reason, this had the opposite effect Harune intended.
“What? Huh?”
“So, show me more… just for me… let me see how much you’re enjoying this…”
Kouki leaned in close, whispering into Harune’s ear. Despite wanting to retort with a sharp “you idiot,” a wave of sensual pleasure and happiness caused Harune to tremble.
Kouki then hastily reached for the curtains, yanking them shut, and with renewed intensity—almost as if it were their first time—he began fucking Harune to the edge of climaxing once again.
“Ah, no…! stop…”
Harune knew without a doubt that his voice would be gone by tomorrow, and his legs would barely hold him up…
Despite screaming, Harune decided to stop worrying about tomorrow and surrender fully to the bliss of the moment, letting himself be consumed by their sweet, passionate lovemaking.
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*Translator’s Note: This is the only mature chapter for the light novel. Hope you guys enjoy it. Don’t forget to rate it on novelupdates if you like it. -K
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