WTA Chapter 29

(M) Chapter 29 - Smooth Like Butter

Novel Title: 谁把谁当真 (Winner Takes All)

Author：水千丞 (ShuiQianCheng)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 黎朔 (Li Shuo -MC), 赵锦辛 (Zhao Jinxin -ML)

*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*

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In the evening, Li Shuo went home to get a change of clothes for his father. This was the first time in two days that he and Guang Shu were alone together.

Guang Shu frequently glanced at Li Shuo through the rearview mirror. At first, Li Shuo pretended not to notice. But eventually, he couldn't help but laugh. "Guang Shu, if you want to say something, just say it. Is it about Zhao Jinxin?"

Guang Shu cleared his throat. "Yes."

When Zhao Jinxin kissed him, Guang Shu saw it clearly. But things were too chaotic afterward for anyone to dwell on it.

Li Shuo smiled. "Please don't tell my parents, okay?"

"What are you talking about?" Guang Shu pouted. "If I really planned to tell them, would I need to wait for you to say it?"

"Guang Shu, you're the best." Li Shuo extended his fist.

Guang Shu smiled and bumped fists with him. He then gossiped, "When did you two get together?"

"Not long ago. We're just getting along for now."

"Oh. Actually you two are quite a match, although Mr. Zhao does seem a bit like a playboy."

Li Shuo held back his laughter, thinking that the elderly have a strong intuition.

"He was born in the Year of the Goat..." Guang Shu said seriously. "Maybe he's the destined one your mother talked about."

"You've been brainwashed by my mom too."

"Hey, some things are really accurate. Look at you two, you're well-matched in looks and family background. Mr. Zhao is so brave and handsome. Guang Shu supports you both."

Li Shuo said helplessly, "Thank you, Guang Shu." He also used to think that he and Zhao Jinxin were indeed fated. Regardless of why Zhao Jinxin appeared in his life, they were destined to meet, know each other, and even for a while, he felt they were in love. If he could view things dialectically, such a tumultuous relationship could be considered as ‘good things take time’.

As for what the future holds, the future was something he had always been reluctant to think about.

His whole family practised Buddhism. The Buddha said to let go of the past, present, and future. He realised that he should not regret the past, not compete for the present, and not doubt the future. While ordinary people naturally couldn't reach the highest state of mind, trying to achieve it was why it was called ‘practise’. So he tried to do things that wouldn't go against his conscience, reduce regret for the past, maintain a proper attitude, not care too much about immediate gains and losses, and not overthink and worry about the future. His father's sudden accident made him even more convinced that the ‘future is unattainable’. As long as he did his best in the present and made the right decisions now, that was enough.

At this moment, he felt that the best way to get along with Zhao Jinxin was as he proposed. Zhao Jinxin could come and go as he pleased. And he would have a way to advance or retreat.

When he got home, Li Shuo packed clothes and daily necessities. Seeing that it was still early, he sat alone in the garden, watching the koi fish in the pond and reflecting quietly.

The weather was gradually getting hotter. In the blink of an eye, he had been back in the United States for more than three months. Initially, when he returned, he planned to stay for at most two weeks because he was still thinking about someone. In such a short time, everything had changed — his career, life, and emotions had turned upside down. He never expected that his career, which he had worked hard for ten years and thought was very stable, would face a crisis when he was most proud.

Initially, he hated Shao Qun. If it weren't for Shao Qun's malicious framing, many things wouldn't have developed this way. But thinking calmly, the crisis in his career was because he had sown the seeds of evil himself, which external forces then nurtured into the evil fruit. In a moment of weakness, he violated professional ethics and the law by helping a friend with fraudulent loans. He was the one most responsible for this crisis. He was merely reaping what he had sown.

As things developed to this point, Li Shuo felt a sense of relief. No one can commit wrongdoing without paying the price. The cycle of cause and effect transcends time, space, and reincarnation, ultimately settling accounts cleanly. And now, he was paying the price for the most conscience-stricken act of his life.

With such fairness, what was there to complain about?

After thinking it through, he, although extremely distressed, forced himself to call Xiang Ning.

It was as if the other party was waiting for his call. He picked up after less than one ring: "Bro."

"Xiang Ge." Li Shuo took a deep breath.

"How is your father? Can you come back?"

"My father has woken up. He's resting in the hospital. The doctor said he needs a good period of rest to recover his vitality."

"Oh, it's good that he's awake. That’s very good. So you..."

"I," Li Shuo suddenly felt a lump in his throat, "I won't be going back for now."

"...Bro."

"I've decided to keep only 20% of the original shares. I'll sell the remaining shares to you and Mr. Liang at 70% of the market price. I will no longer participate in the firm's operations as an apology and compensation for the trouble I've caused you during this time."

"Li Shuo!" Xiang Ning was anxious. "What do you mean by this?! I'm not trying to force you out!"

"Xiang Ge, please listen to me calmly." Li Shuo thought it was bittersweet and unbelievable that he was ending the career he built with his own hands over the phone. "So much has happened recently. This decision isn't made in a moment of impulsiveness but after careful consideration. I've been away from home for too many years and haven't had a chance to properly care for my parents. Now that my father is in trouble and needs me the most, I don't want to go anywhere. My personal reputation has caused such a big impact on the firm. As the boss and a partner, I'm too incompetent. With this decision, I can redeem myself to you and Mr. Liang."

Xiang Ning sighed heavily. "Bro, this is definitely not our intention."

Li Shuo forced a smile. "I understand. But I think this is better. I'll definitely apologise to you in person when I return to China."

"Don't say that..." Xiang Ning's voice sounded very distressed.

"The Ennan contract, I will still sign it in the firm's name. In the future, I'll be the advisor and contact person, solely responsible for the Ennan project. This will sound better both internally and externally."

Xiang Ning heavily agreed with a "Hmm."

Li Shuo let out a heavy breath and laughed. "Xiang Ge, thank you for all your help over the years. I still need you to keep an eye on Chengxiu's matter for me, okay?"

"That's no problem... Li Shuo, if you change your mind, you can tell me anytime in the next few days. I can help you delay a bit longer..."

"Xiang Ge, no need. I initially planned to call Mr. Liang myself. But I feared he might still be angry, and communication might not go well. So I'll trouble you with it. I'll have Lawyer Yang draft the contract. Let's move forward with this."

After the call, Li Shuo felt like most of his strength had been drained from his body.

He had so quickly and easily sold off his career...

When he first returned to China, he had $2,000 in intern wages in his pocket and worked at a small firm. At that time, $2,000 was quite a lot of money. But he had no concept of money and spent it all in less than a month. He lived in a basement and ate instant noodles by the box. Fortunately, his experience teaching in Africa made him dismissive of such hardships. After working for a year, his salary tripled, and he successfully switched to a foreign company. After accumulating two years of experience, he registered his own firm and climbed higher step by step to achieve everything he had today. And he ended it all with one phone call.

It was both sad and laughable.

This way was also good. He would have enough time to spend with his parents and to quietly think about what he wanted to do in the future.

Li Shuo rubbed his sore and swollen temples and adjusted his mood. He took the clothes and daily necessities, and returned to the hospital.

As soon as he entered the ward, he saw Zhao Jinxin playing Go with his father.

Li Shuo was surprised and said, "How come you’re here?"

"To see Shushu, of course," Zhao Jinxin said, holding a black piece between his long index and middle fingers. He shook it slightly. "Shushu's chess skills are quite good."

Mr. Li laughed, "You're good too. You're good too."

Li Shuo glanced at the chessboard. The black and white pieces were engaged in an intense battle, with the white pieces narrowly gaining the upper hand.

Guang Shu said, "Mr. Li, how about I play with you? Let the young ones have a chat."

"But this game isn't finished yet," Mr. Li objected.

"Playing with me is the same," Guang Shu said, nudging Zhao Jinxin out of his seat and winking at Li Shuo and Zhao Jinxin.

Li Shuo couldn't help but feel helpless.

Zhao Jinxin smiled and said, "This hospital has an antique Italian coffee machine. They actually use it here. I brought some Golden Mandheling coffee beans from home. Come, let's go try it."

"Sure."

The two of them went to the break room where they had talked the night before. Zhao Jinxin opened a cabinet and took out a hand-cranked coffee machine. It was clearly an old piece of equipment. Even from a distance, it emitted a rustic coffee bean aroma.

Li Shuo smiled, "How did you discover this?"

"The director told me. Not many people know about it. Have a seat." Zhao Jinxin poured the coffee beans in and patiently started grinding them.

Li Shuo sat on the sofa, watching Zhao Jinxin's focused figure as he made coffee. His broad back, strong arms, and long legs became more and more captivating to him. He had met many charming men from various ages and fields. But Zhao Jinxin's extraordinary charm surpassed them all. Even his changeable personality exuded an undeniable allure.

Such a person, being so young, was inevitably a bit of a playboy. When Li Shuo was about Zhao Jinxin's age, he too had drifted from one bed to another, enjoying the reckless abandon and freshness of youth, until he met Han Feiye.

Recently, he had indeed been a bit irrational, thinking he could tame Zhao Jinxin. Looking back, he doubted if he truly liked Zhao Jinxin and realised he had been too arrogant.

Soon, the rich aroma of coffee filled the air. Zhao Jinxin asked, "Sugar?"

"One cube."

Zhao Jinxin handed him a cup of coffee. "Try it."

Li Shuo blew on it and took a sip. The taste was mellow and rich. It was bitter but not astringent. He praised, "It's great."

Leaning against the cabinet, Zhao Jinxin took a sip as well. "Yes, this coffee machine is excellent. I'll see if I can find another one like it."

Li Shuo smiled. He stared at the thick liquid in his cup and his thoughts drifted back to the firm.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Jinxin sat beside him and gently touched his face. "You don't look well today."

"Nothing," Li Shuo said, taking another sip.

"Don't you want to tell me?" Zhao Jinxin stared into his eyes. "So in this newly restarted...," he twirled his fingers, his tone mocking, "relationship, we don't share our troubles and joys?"

Li Shuo looked at him, feeling a mix of resentment and gratitude. The person responsible for forcing him to sell his firm was sitting right in front of him. Yet he was also his father's lifesaver. What could he say? He put down his coffee cup and said softly, "Some troubles are best not shared."

Zhao Jinxin looked at him for two seconds before shrugging and turning his head. "Alright."

Li Shuo rubbed his temples, hoping the coffee would keep him alert through the evening.

"But," Zhao Jinxin said, tilting his neck, "even if you don't want to share your troubles with me, I can help you forget them for a while."

"Oh, really?" Li Shuo smiled faintly. "How?"

Zhao Jinxin leaned in and kissed his lips. "By having sex."

Li Shuo smirked. "In your eyes, can many things be solved with sex?"

“Of course. Otherwise, why are both humans and animals so enthusiastic about it? And why haven't they gotten bored of mating after millions of years?" Zhao Jinxin put down his coffee cup. He then stood up from the sofa and began to back towards the door. There was a seductive smile playing on his lips. "Do you know what else the director told me besides the coffee machine?"

Li Shuo narrowed his eyes. "What?"

"He told me the name of the security guard in the hospital's monitoring room. All it took was a pack of cigarettes, and he temporarily turned off the surveillance in this break room." Zhao Jinxin backed up to the door and slowly closed it. He then locked it.

Li Shuo's breathing suddenly grew heavier.

Sex really was an excellent way to relieve stress, especially with Zhao Jinxin. He knew that he would not only forget his troubles but also everything else.

Zhao Jinxin licked his lips and laughed softly, "I treated you to such delicious coffee, how are you going to repay me?"

Li Shuo's voice unconsciously turned husky. "How would you like me to repay you?"

"I want to watch you undress yourself."

Li Shuo gently tapped his knee with his finger, then moved his hand to his buttons.

He had only taken off half of his clothes when Zhao Jinxin couldn't hold back any longer. He pounced, pressing Li Shuo onto the sofa and kissed him fiercely.

At the moment they touched, the desire that had been deliberately suppressed within them exploded. They kissed and caressed each other eagerly.

Li Shuo longed for such madness, especially at this extremely low point in his life. Zhao Jinxin's strong embrace and fiery body could provide him with the most primal, most reliable comfort.

Zhao Jinxin's kisses fell like raindrops on Li Shuo's jaw and chest. His large hands roamed over Li Shuo's smooth, supple skin, igniting fires wherever they touched. Li Shuo responded passionately.

When his underwear was pulled off and his thighs were spread apart, Li Shuo panted, "You…- did you bring...?"

"I didn't," Zhao Jinxin chuckled, "but I have a substitute. Guess what it is?"

Li Shuo looked at him with confused eyes.

Zhao Jinxin pulled a few small items from his pocket. Upon closer inspection, Li Shuo saw they were blocks of butter.

"Will this work?" Li Shuo was shocked and tried to close his legs.

Zhao Jinxin pried his legs apart as he tore open the packaging with his teeth. He pushed a small block of butter into Li Shuo's tightly closed entrance.

Li Shuo had never imagined such a ‘play’. He felt incredibly uncomfortable.

The butter melted quickly from the warmth of his inner walls. Zhao Jinxin took advantage of the slickness and inserted two fingers into his asshole. He started to stretch him open.

"So tight..." Zhao Jinxin exhaled, "Do you know how much I missed you, how I dream of fucking you?"

Li Shuo felt his body heating up. The stimulation caused his mind to race. A voice inside him said this was what he wanted right now. This was exactly what he wanted. He rasped, "Then... fuck me."

Zhao Jinxin was stunned. It was the first time Li Shuo had said something like this so directly. The words were like a powerful aphrodisiac, making his dick instantly swell with desire. He withdrew his fingers, tore open another small pack of butter, and pushed it into the slightly open asshole.

This time, he didn't wait for the butter to fully melt. He guided his already hard and throbbing dick and thrust it inside without hesitation.

"Ah…-!!" Li Shuo couldn't help but bite his lip. He couldn't believe that just from Zhao Jinxin entering him, his body had already recalled the countless orgasms they'd shared. The mere thought of it made him hard.

Zhao Jinxin gripped his thighs, pulled out slightly, and then thrust in deeply. He wanted to make sure that his dick was fully embraced by the tight walls. He couldn't hold back anymore and began to thrust powerfully.

Li Shuo lay on the sofa with one leg draped over the back while the other hooked over Zhao Jinxin's arm. His lower body was exposed at the perfect angle and position for penetration. Zhao Jinxin moved his hips forcefully, each thrust hitting deeper into the intoxicating asshole. As he watched Li Shuo's flushed cheeks, dazed eyes, and slightly parted red lips, the visual stimulation was almost enough to send his blood boiling. And this body, this body that only he had truly enjoyed and explored, awakened all his primal urges. He just wanted to possess it endlessly, to mark every inch of this man with his semen.

Li Shuo couldn't help but arch his neck. His waist was lifted to meet the relentless thrusts. He had to bite his fingers to stop himself from making shameful sounds.

Zhao Jinxin's hands suddenly slipped under Li Shuo's hips. He lifted him entirely off the ground.

Li Shuo gasped in surprise. Before he could react, his body was suspended in mid-air, clinging onto Zhao Jinxin!

The weight of his body caused Zhao Jinxin’s dick to penetrate to an incredible depth, making Li Shuo cry out in ecstasy. He felt as though he was being pierced through!

Zhao Jinxin secured his grip and began thrusting upward in a standing position, with the tight hole swallowing and releasing the engorged, veiny dick. The intense pleasure spread through every cell of their bodies, shattering all rational thought.

After thrusting for dozens of times in this position, Zhao Jinxin pressed Li Shuo's back against the wall to share the weight and continued to pound him with the deepest and heaviest thrusts.

"Ah... Jinxin... I can't... put me…- put me down..." Li Shuo felt like he was losing his mind. He couldn't endure this position any longer. The blend of pleasure and pain was driving him insane.

"No..." Zhao Jinxin kissed him roughly while his dick thrusting fiercely, making Li Shuo curl his toes in pleasure.

"Jinxin... ah ah…-!" The tip of Li Shuo's dick leaked clear fluid continuously.

"No... I'm going to fuck you... Does it feel good? Only when I fuck you does it feel this good, you know? Only me."

"Mm... ah…!" Li Shuo's ability to think was fading. He was lost in the rhythm of Zhao Jinxin's fucking.

Zhao Jinxin turned and pressed Li Shuo onto the sofa again. He flipped his body over and entered him from behind with ferocious thrusts.

Fuck him! Fuck him hard! Make his body remember, make his brain remember, make him remember!

In the confined break room, they wantonly unleashed their passion. Yet they tried desperately to stifle their moans. The forbidden thrill of it all amplified the pleasure, pulling them into a boundless abyss...

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*Author’s Note: Didn’t I look particularly beautiful today? -SQC

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*Translator’s Note: Before my proofreading, I always missed the author’s notes. Now, not all notes can be gathered by me but I’ll post whichever that I got my hands on, yeah? I changed the title to that because OMG I can’t stop thinking about that lyrics in BTS’ song! Hahahahaha! -K

*Proofread by 2024.08.04* I’m currently in the middle of the proofreading stage of my first ever translation; ‘Winner Takes All’. Lots of changes will be made especially to titles such as ‘Brother’ will be changed to ‘Ge’ and ‘Uncle’ will be changed to ‘Shushu’. I will proofread these chapters slowly when I’m free so please understand if there are any delays or discrepancies. TQ.

Proofread version of the rest of the novel will only be available on knoxt.space while Mature Chapters will be released on my Blog.

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Link to song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMweEpGlu_U 

WTA Chapter 19

 (M) Chapter 19 - First Time

Novel Title: 谁把谁当真 (Winner Takes All)

Author：水千丞 (ShuiQianCheng)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists: 黎朔 (Li Shuo -MC), 赵锦辛 (Zhao Jinxin -ML)

*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*

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Zhao Jinxin's bright eyes stared unblinkingly into Li Shuo's pupils. That silent longing was like spring rain penetrating the soil, silently seeping through Li Shuo's skin and invading every nerve.

Li Shuo smiled slightly, "I give up. You’re so good at playing tricks. You... go ahead."

Zhao Jinxin suddenly wrapped his arms around Li Shuo’s body. His tone involuntarily rose, "Really?"

"I’m giving you a chance to prove yourself." Li Shuo pinched his chin and shook it gently. "If your skills aren’t up to par..." He wanted to say that if it wasn't enjoyable, there wouldn't be a next time. But the second half of the sentence was naturally too hurtful to say out loud. He quite liked Zhao Jinxin. But sexual harmony was crucial for him in a relationship. If they really couldn't get past this, it would be better to end things early before feelings grew deeper. He couldn't give up without trying, which wasn't in line with Li Shuo's character.

A man should be magnanimous, especially an older man. Li Shuo thought he had come to terms with it.

Zhao Jinxin's excitement was obvious. His face was flushed. He kissed Li Shuo several times forcefully, then said with a wicked smile, "You won't regret it." He flipped over, pressing Li Shuo underneath him. His passionate kisses sealed Li Shuo’s lips. His tongue wantonly licked within the warm mouth. His large hand unceremoniously slid into Li Shuo’s pants through the zipper, grasping Li Shuo’s dick and rubbing it through the underwear.

While responding to the fiery kisses, Li Shuo felt Zhao Jinxin’s taut muscles with his palm. The firm yet flexible texture made him reluctant to let go.

Under Zhao Jinxin's skillful caresses, Li Shuo’s dick quickly reacted, creating a small bulge in his underwear. Zhao Jinxin’s fingers slipped into the underwear, teasing the still-soft head, wrapping the heavy, warm flesh in his palm. It was as if he was grasping the man's lifeline.

"Ugh..." Li Shuo let out a low groan. His lower body instinctively arched into Zhao Jinxin’s hand.

Zhao Jinxin pulled off the clothes half-hanging on Li Shuo’s body and roughly tore down the pure white underwear, exposing Li Shuo's slender and fit body completely naked to the air. He had a large frame but was lean, with evenly distributed muscles that were not exaggerated. The lines of his body were undulating but not bulky. He was already irresistibly attractive in a suit. And now undressed, Zhao Jinxin felt an urge to devour him.

While continuing to tease Li Shuo’s dick, Zhao Jinxin bent down, planting a series of kisses and little bite marks on the smooth chest. Li Shuo couldn’t help but hold Zhao Jinxin’s head. His fingers threaded through the thick black hair, enjoying every touch and kiss from Zhao Jinxin. His lips, swollen and red from the kisses, parted slightly as he breathed in and out. His blood rushed to his lower abdomen, igniting a fire of desire.

"Your skin is so hot." Zhao Jinxin lightly bit Li Shuo's nipple, licking it back and forth with his tongue. He felt it harden in his mouth.

Li Shuo panted heavily, "You’re hot too..." He wrapped his long legs around Zhao Jinxin's calf, rubbing sensually up and down.

Zhao Jinxin lifted his head. His nose slightly reddened with excitement. His eyes were filled with lust. It was an endless spring scene. He licked his lips contentedly, then reached out and took a bottle of lubricant from the bottom drawer of the magazine rack.

Seeing the familiar packaging, Li Shuo felt a bit complicated. It was a brand he often used. But he never thought he would one day use it on himself.

Zhao Jinxin bit off the cap, squeezed a large amount into his palm, then spread Li Shuo’s legs.

Li Shuo tried to relax but still felt his face burning up.

Zhao Jinxin leaned down, teasing Li Shuo by his ear, "Your face is so red. It’s beautiful."

Li Shuo held on to his neck, hoarsely saying, "Be gentle, okay?"

Zhao Jinxin kissed his cheek gently, "Leave it to me." He used his knee to spread Li Shuo’s legs wider. He then placed one leg over his arm and one hand reached in between Li Shuo’s ass.

Li Shuo felt a warm hand come up, along with a cold gel-like substance. It made him feel extremely embarrassed. He couldn't help but cover his eyes with the back of his hand. It better feel good, he thought. Otherwise, no matter how much he liked Zhao Jinxin, he would have to bid a painful farewell.

Zhao Jinxin applied the lubricant back and forth at the entrance. His fingers gently pressed the folds of the flesh, then sliding his lubricated finger into the passage.

"Uh..." Li Shuo frowned deeply. Although it didn’t hurt, the strange sensation made his scalp tingle. He instinctively rejected the invasive object.

"Relax a bit." Zhao Jinxin lay on top of him, planting comforting kisses on his face and lips, "I promise it won’t hurt."

Li Shuo endured the foreign feeling as he forced a smile, "That’s the minimum requirement."

"It will also make you feel like you’re in heaven." Zhao Jinxin bit his ear, chuckling lowly as he slowly twisted his fingers deeper into the intestinal wall.

Li Shuo instinctively arched his waist, only to be pressed back down by Zhao Jinxin’s weight. He kissed Zhao Jinxin’s lips hard in frustration. He sucked vigorously, exchanging each other’s breath with their lips and teeth. The distance between their bodies and their souls seemed to be gradually closing in.

Zhao Jinxin inserted a second finger into the tight asshole. His own dick was swelling terribly, and he really wished he could just thoroughly fuck right then and there. This was probably the hardest he had ever endured.

Two fingers met slight resistance as they swirled inside, and Li Shuo also started to feel somewhat uncomfortable. But he knew with Zhao Jinxin's size, this level of expansion was far from enough. He frowned slightly, thinking about what was going to happen next. He felt a bit apprehensive.

Just lying down and being pleasured was a great feeling. But what if being fucked doesn't feel good...

A third finger joined the ones inside his fleshy tunnel. The lubricant squeezed out and formed a small pool of lewd liquid on the tatami mat, as the wet fingers rotated and expanded the enticing reddish asshole. He gradually opened up a small entrance in the yet-to-be-explored asshole.

"You're so tight..." Zhao Jinxin said hoarsely, "Baby, you're killing me."

Li Shuo didn't speak; he gritted his teeth and endured. The longer the foreplay lasted, the more intense the shame he had to bear. He didn't dare look Zhao Jinxin in the eyes, nor did he want to hear the faint, wet sound of Zhao Jinxin's fingers moving in and out of his asshole. However, when Zhao Jinxin started simulating penetration with his fingers, Li Shuo experienced an indescribable sensation mixed with lewdness. There was heat and stimulation... especially the psychological stimulation, which made his body heat up and his waist and legs go weak.

Zhao Jinxin lifted Li Shuo's drooping legs onto his shoulders, exposing Li Shuo completely to his nearly frenzied gaze.

Li Shuo squinted his eyes open slightly, wanting to see something real to confirm that he was still sane. Otherwise, he really felt like he was going crazy.

When Zhao Jinxin's fingers suddenly curled inside him, Li Shuo let out a low cry. The sensation was not just pain but something else as well. He instinctively tried to close his legs. But Zhao Jinxin forcibly pried them apart.

"Don't be afraid. It'll feel good." Zhao Jinxin's three fingers, agile like snakes, started exploring and massaging the most unspeakable places, constantly opening up and pressing against the heated inner walls. The sensation of his fingers being surrounded by the flesh walls was maddening, making him wish he could switch to using his dick the next second—he could hardly hold back anymore.

Li Shuo began to feel something was off. The more those fingers moved, the more depraved they felt. When they pressed against a sensitive spot, his whole body jolted as if electrified. He clamped his lips shut to keep from making any sound.

Zhao Jinxin felt a painful pressure in his lower abdomen. He gritted his teeth and said, "Do you like this feeling? Don't worry, I won't give your first time to my fingers. I'm going in, Li Shuo. Did you hear me? I'm going to put my big cock inside you."

"Stop talking..." Li Shuo's body and face were covered in a fine sheen of sweat. His handsome face, full of masculine charm, paired with his restrained expression was a feast for the eyes.

Zhao Jinxin withdrew his fingers. The opening was wet and obscene. The small opening of the flesh hole trembling slightly in the air, looking both pitiful and incredibly tempting.

Li Shuo opened his eyes. His lashes were wet, his pupils dark, and he silently looked at Zhao Jinxin.

Although he said nothing, the natural unease in his expression hit Zhao Jinxin's heart instantly. This man, who always seemed gentle yet strong, could show such a pitiful expression like a small animal...

Zhao Jinxin leaned down and gently kissed the corner of Li Shuo's mouth. "Don't be afraid." With all the patience he could muster, he guided his dick, slowly, slowly probing into the place he had longed for.

"Ah..." Li Shuo's whole face contorted. Despite all the preparation, the moment Zhao Jinxin's dick forcibly opened his soft entrance and attempted to go deep, he felt a shivering pain.

Zhao Jinxin's kisses fell like raindrops on Li Shuo's cheeks. "Don't be afraid. If it hurts, I'll stop."

"Shit..." Li Shuo couldn't help but curse; it really hurt.

Zhao Jinxin laughed as he lightly bit Li Shuo's lips. Even though he was nearly at his limit, and Li Shuo's pained expression was delicious, he dared not move rashly. He could only inch forward, letting Li Shuo adapt to every bit of his intrusion.

Li Shuo gritted his teeth. More than the pain, the bizarre foreign sensation was overwhelming. He didn't know how to describe it. The only thought in his mind was; so this is what it's like to be on the receiving end?

"So tight..." Zhao Jinxin sighed. "Baby, relax a bit. Give it to me."

"That's really difficult..." Li Shuo took a deep breath, enduring the discomfort and self-mockery.

"Good boy. Does it hurt?" Zhao Jinxin kept kissing Li Shuo's cheeks. "It'll stop hurting soon. Trust me, okay?"

Li Shuo couldn't hold back a laugh. He then gasped in pain. "You little…- Don't try to comfort me like this..." Being ‘comforted’ by a boy so much younger than himself was more humiliating than being fucked.

Zhao Jinxin laughed too. His eyes were full of tenderness. "You're mine now. Of course I have to comfort you. I want to give you the best experience." He folded one of Li Shuo's legs up to his chest. This position made it easier for Li Shuo's body to accept him. As he pushed his thick dick into the tight, hot opening, both of them broke into a sweat.

Li Shuo panted heavily, feeling the sweat drip into his eyes, blurring his vision. The pain was bearable. But the reality of being fucked was more impactful.

Li Shuo consoled himself, thinking that even if it wasn't enjoyable, it was a new life experience. Seeing things from a broader perspective, he could transcend ordinary joys and sorrows. But soon, he couldn't distract himself with philosophy anymore. Zhao Jinxin's dick was so thick, long, and hard that each advance made him feel like he was being stabbed completely.

Attempting the highest difficulty on the first try, Li Shuo admired his own bravery.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed a pillow. He placed it under Li Shuo's hips to elevate them and aligned the entrance with his dick. He was already halfway in. The hot, tight inner walls were clinging to his dick. Each slight movement brought intense pleasure, making him grit his teeth. Holding Li Shuo's waist, he pulled out slightly, then thrust in deeper.

"Uh..." Li Shuo gasped as his toes curled involuntarily.

Zhao Jinxin grasped Li Shuo's dick, stroking it to alleviate his discomfort. He held Li Shuo's ankle, kissing his calf, and said hoarsely, "I'm going to move."

Li Shuo only gritted his teeth, giving silent consent.

Zhao Jinxin started with gentle movements. He slowly entered and withdrew, watching his dick slide in and out of the tight, sweet opening. He felt the layers of flesh wrap around him. The pleasure surged, threatening his sanity. He knew from the first glance that Li Shuo was extraordinary—his face, his body, even his gentle, rational, and steady personality begged to be conquered. Even setting aside the pleasure of conquering him, the exquisite sensations this body provided were enough to drive him wild.

He couldn't hold back any longer. His hips moved with increasing force. With the aid of lubrication, Zhao Jinxin's dick fully opened the tight inner walls. With each thrust, he went deeper, until his dick was buried completely in that bewitching asshole.

"Ah... Jinxin... It hurts..." Li Shuo frowned deeply. His thighs instinctively tried to close, but only ended up squeezing Zhao Jinxin's waist.

Zhao Jinxin took a deep breath. He forced himself to slow down. But he still hit the deepest spot with each thrust. "Feels so good... so hot and tight..."

Li Shuo's face turned crimson with embarrassment.

Zhao Jinxin sped up the movement of his hand on Li Shuo's dick, while his thrusts also went from slow to fast. Gradually, he felt Li Shuo's body relax, which delighted him. It prompted him to intensify his thrusts.

The pain and discomfort gradually faded, replaced by deep shame and a bizarre sensory stimulation. Li Shuo couldn't describe what he was experiencing; it wasn't just pain, nor was it purely pleasure. It was something strange and alien, making him feel as if his body didn't belong to him at this moment.

Once that fleshy asshole fully accommodated him, Zhao Jinxin felt his animalistic nature being unleashed. He tightly held Li Shuo's hips and waist, beginning a ferocious rhythm of thrusts.

Li Shuo hadn't yet adapted to the previous pace when Zhao Jinxin's sudden, intense assault pushed his body forward repeatedly. However, Zhao Jinxin's strong hands gripped his waist, preventing him from moving. It forced him to endure each heavy thrust. He felt as if that hot, hard dick was going to pierce through his body.

"Jinxin... slow down..." Li Shuo couldn't help but plead softly.

But Zhao Jinxin was no longer his usual ‘cute’ self. His gaze was as greedy as a beast's. His voice turned hoarse. "But you like it."

Li Shuo's head tilted back. His neck formed a graceful curve. He was incredulous at what he was experiencing now. Each thrust of that flesh blade inside him brought wave after wave of pleasure. It was something he had never felt before. His body felt light one moment and heavy the next. His legs were so weak they didn't seem like his own. They needed Zhao Jinxin's arms for support.

Zhao Jinxin's hips moved as if electrified, unleashing a tingling power that drove his lower body, quickly, forcefully, and fiercely thrusting into the person beneath him. The sounds of slapping echoed as their hips collided. The lubricant turned into frothy bubbles from the vigorous movements. The area where they joined was a wet, sticky mess. It was utterly obscene. Zhao Jinxin, remembering Li Shuo's sensitive spots, mercilessly struck and thrust the spot. He wanted to see this man go crazy because of him. He wanted to make this man cry out in the most lewd voice!

"Ah... ahhh..." Li Shuo couldn't help but moan. His deep, hoarse, bass-like groans were like an aphrodisiac to Zhao Jinxin. It drove him to invade that delicious hole even more ferociously, seeking more and more pleasure.

The overwhelming stimulation shattered Li Shuo's reason. Zhao Jinxin's rhythm was like rising tides, wave after wave, not giving him time to adapt to the previous one before the next wave of pleasure hit. It made his whole body spasm. Such intense stimulation became a sweet torture. At some point, he had tightly wrapped his legs around Zhao Jinxin's waist. His hips were moving in sync with Zhao Jinxin's thrusts and lengthy moans escaping his throat.

"Li Shuo... Li Shuo..." Zhao Jinxin repeatedly called out his name with each thrust of his dick deeply. It caused the little hole to contract violently. So good... how can it be this good... this man is really...what a fuck.

Tears unknowingly welled up in the corners of Li Shuo's eyes. His gaze became unfocused, his consciousness drifting away. His body moved with Zhao Jinxin's rhythm, drowning in the ultimate desire. He was unable to extricate himself.

Two naked bodies entwined frantically. Their minds, senses, and bodies seemingly oblivious to the outside world. They were aware only of each other. Everything faded away, leaving only the two of them in this world...

When he regained his consciousness, Li Shuo opened his eyes slightly. But all he saw was darkness.

Is it night already...? Before he could realign his sense of time, his body was struck by soreness.

Damn, it hurts… Is Zhao Jinxin human? Is that a human's physical strength…-

Li Shuo cursed inwardly. His hazy mind flooded with memories and images. Any one of them would make him blush.

He and Zhao Jinxin did it. He had his first experience as a bottom...

Li Shuo felt a bit emotional. Although he didn’t want to admit it, Zhao Jinxin had lived up to his words. Li Shuo experienced a sensation he had never felt before. He had always enjoyed sex. But what Zhao Jinxin gave him overturned all his past experiences, leaving him in awe.

Of course, the night's madness also left him with lingering fear. Even when he was Zhao Jinxin's age, he never had such stamina. It was terrifying.

Li Shuo lay sprawled on the bed, not daring to move. His mind was racing, pondering whether Zhao Jinxin's skill or his own physique made him more suited to being a bottom. After thinking for a long time, he couldn't figure it out. But he felt much more at ease.

At this moment, the bedroom door opened. Li Shuo raised his head. Even that simple movement tugged at his entire body, making him wince in pain.

"Li Shushu." Zhao Jinxin quickly walked to the bed, touching Li Shuo's face gently. "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Don’t move, I’ll bring the food in and feed you."

Li Shuo felt his cheeks burning. Fortunately, Zhao Jinxin had drawn the curtains. Otherwise, it would be embarrassing if anyone saw him. He pretended to be calm, "It's not that bad. I just didn’t get enough sleep and feel too lazy to get up."

Zhao Jinxin smiled as he leaned down and kissed him. "Really not hungry?"

"Not hungry."

Zhao Jinxin lifted the quilt and slipped in, wrapping Li Shuo in a bear hug.

It was then that Li Shuo realised he had changed into sleepwear and was clean and dry. Zhao Jinxin's body was warm.

"I’m here to check the results. Did it feel good last night? Don’t you dare lie." Zhao Jinxin gently bit Li Shuo’s ear. His tone was full of affection.

"Uh..." Li Shuo started, feeling embarrassed, "Maybe I really am more suited to being a bottom. I never thought about it before because I was quite good as a top." He even regretted not trying it with anyone else before, feeling he had missed out on years of enjoyment.

"That depends on who you're with." Zhao Jinxin gently massaged his waist. "It’s not that you're suited to being a bottom; you're suited to being mine."

Li Shuo snickered, "Such a big mouth."

"It's true. So you’re not allowed to find anyone else." Zhao Jinxin kissed and licked Li Shuo’s cheeks like a puppy. "I’ll make sure you’re satisfied every day."

Li Shuo cleared his throat. If they did it every night like last night, he might not survive long.

"Li Shushu, do you know how many times you came last night?" Zhao Jinxin asked with a mischievous grin.

"Oh, how many times?" Li Shuo raised an eyebrow at Zhao Jinxin. He was genuinely curious.

"I didn’t count, but it was many times." Zhao Jinxin hugged him tightly, almost unable to let go. "I wasn’t lying, was I? Playing around with a bunch of weaklings is no fun at all. Your body is simply exquisite, perfect for a man to fuc…-"

Li Shuo turned his head and kissed him forcefully, stopping his unrestrained talk.

Zhao Jinxin kissed him back even more passionately.

The two seemed perfectly in sync, as even a kiss could spark a flame between them.

To prevent things from escalating, Zhao Jinxin moved his body slightly away from Li Shuo. But he still held him around the waist, rubbing his face against Li Shuo's.

Li Shuo wore a lazy smile on his face. Despite the physical discomfort, his heart felt as if it was soaking in warm water. He was utterly content.

In such a vast world, the odds of finding a partner who matched so well in every aspect were very slim, and yet they had the fortune to meet. Zhao Jinxin had overturned Li Shuo's standards for a partner, transformed his approach to relationships, and even changed his understanding of sex. Zhao Jinxin did things others hadn’t done or dared to do. This man was incredible. He was captivating. He was like a drug that left one craving for more.

If he and Zhao Jinxin could continue this way, it would be a beautiful thing.

They held each other sweetly, both on the verge of sleep. Suddenly, Li Shuo said, "By the way, I’m thinking of going back to China next month."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes snapped open. "…Why?"

"I think by then my situation will have settled down. And I can’t keep delaying things here. Will you come back with me?"

"Don’t go back."

"Hmm?" Li Shuo said, "I’ll decide based on the situation…-"

"-Isn’t it nice here? Why go back?"

"We can’t stay here forever. Your branch in Beijing is almost fully staffed. You need to start working soon."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes held unreadable emotions. "Not so soon, there’s no rush."

"You might not be in a hurry. But your dad certainly is." Li Shuo yawned. "I know this is your first time running a company. Don’t worry, your dad has sent several senior executives to assist you. I’ll help you too. Don’t be afraid."

Zhao Jinxin was silent for a moment before he said playfully, "I don’t want to work. I just want to spend every day idly with you."

Li Shuo laughed. "Being idle for too long can be tiring too." Speaking of ‘being idle’, Li Shuo felt hungry. "Hey, is there anything to eat?"

"Hungry, huh?" Zhao Jinxin kissed him. "I made some porridge. I’ll heat it up and bring it over to feed you."

"I’m not sick," Li Shuo said, trying to get up.

Zhao Jinxin gently pushed him back onto the bed, indulgently saying, "I just want to take care of my Li Shushu. Give me this chance, won’t you?"

Li Shuo chuckled. "Alright, I’ll give you this chance."

Zhao Jinxin went to the kitchen and put the porridge in the microwave. He stood there for a moment, then pulled out his phone from his pocket and quickly typed a few words with one hand before sending a message.

The recipient's name displayed as—Shao Qun.

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*Translator’s Note: Yup. It’s ‘that’ Shao Qun… -K

*Proofread by 2024.07.28* I’m currently in the middle of the proofreading stage of my first ever translation; ‘Winner Takes All’. Lots of changes will be made especially to titles such as ‘Brother’ will be changed to ‘Ge’ and ‘Uncle’ will be changed to ‘Shushu’. I will proofread these chapters slowly when I’m free so please understand if there are any delays or discrepancies. TQ.

Proofread version of the rest of the novel will only be available on knoxt.space while Mature Chapters will be released on my Blog.

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