(M) Chapter 33 - Embracing the Darkness
Chapter 5, Part 6
Novel Title: 融愛~Melt Down~ (Melted Love ~Melt Down~)
Author：風結子 沙野 (Fuyuko Sano)
Illustrator：雅良 水名瀬 (Masara Minase)
Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)
Protagonists: 葉越海理 (Yougoshi Kairi -MC), 葉越翼久 (Yougoshi Tasuku -ML)
*Please read at knoxt.space, the original site of translation. TQ*
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With each up and down motion of his body, the taut shaft at his own dick sways. The weight of the piercing at the tip adds momentum to its arc.
"Ah...Tasuku...no, ah, ah..."
The darkness seems to dissolve his outline.
Forcing out these lewd sounds at least lets him feel the presence of his own throat.
The nipples Tasuku is toying with, the pierced genitals, the heat-bearing tailbone, the buttocks dampened by his brother's pre-cum, the throbbing soles of his wounded feet - and the skin rubbing against Tasuku's. These are the only parts of himself that Kairi can perceive now. The rest has become indistinguishable from the darkness.
It's terrifying. But precisely because it's so terrifying that his awareness is drawn to the sensations he is allowed to feel.
A sweet nectar seems to be overflowing from the core of his body.
"Ah, aah-"
Yet just as he's about to climax, Kairi is suddenly thrust back into the darkness. His body rolls on the bed. The lingering tingling in his nipple and genitals tells him he still has a physical form.
Abruptly, a warm touch brushes his waist. It is Tasuku's hand. He focuses his awareness on it. His hips are lifted. Kairi glances back towards where his brother must be. But there is only darkness around.
"Tasuku? Tasuku...ah!"
Breath ghosts over his sensitised tailbone. A soft, wet something slips into the cleft of his buttocks. Tensing his hips in alarm, his ass is pried open by grasping hands. His most private opening is exposed to the darkness. Terrified of being invaded, his bud tightly seals shut. The supple flesh glides over it. Then immediately returns.
"No...don't- I don't want...to be licked there-"
All his awareness is focused on that tiny constriction. But it's being probed, as if something is trying to pry it open. He can feel the delicate folds being distorted by the tongue's tip. The bud trembles unsteadily. The tongue jabs into the centre.
It was too much. The wet, swollen bud reluctantly parts. The tongue penetrates inside.
Having this feeble, quivering flesh intruded upon is a sensation that makes him want to cry. It is different from being powerfully penetrated by a male organ. In fact, Kairi is sobbing weakly. His whole body is trembling minutely as he feebly moves his lips.
"I'm...going to- I'm gonna cum-"
The place where the tongue is buried is contracting and relaxing rapidly. It is beyond his control. The partially-pierced plugging orifice of his glans spasms painfully. A thick, sluggish fluid surges up the shaft's core.
Suddenly, the tongue withdraws, and the waist that was expelling fluid is roughly twisted. Laid on his back, the quivering tip of his organ is enveloped in a warm sensation. Then, it is sucked on intensely. Under the strong suction, the thick white release flows out...into Tasuku's mouth.
It is as if all the fluid inside him is being drained out.
Arching his back, he thrusts his hips upward in a bow.
When the head pops out of Tasuku's lips, the piercing is flicked, sending a jolt of sensation that's neither pain nor pleasure. Trembling his hips, panting against the heated lips, Tasuku suddenly presses down on him. Though he can't see the figure, Kairi can vividly feel his brother's warmth on his skin. A soft, melting sensation covers his lips. He naturally parts them.
A viscous liquid trickles in from the point of contact.
It tastes bitter...
"Kairi, you cum for me properly, didn't you?"
Realising that the liquid transferred to his mouth is his own semen, Kairi finally understands. Normally, the idea of having his own fluids in his mouth would be repulsive. But after it being passed through to his mouth by Tasuku's, the revulsion doesn't arise. He swallows the mixture of his and his brother's saliva.
In the darkness, the sound echoes deafeningly loud.
"Does it taste good to you?"
Tasuku asks in a tone that's neither teasing nor simply curious.
"Like I'd know."
"Which one do you think tastes better, mine or yours?"
"..."
"C'mon, tell me."
Like a child, Tasuku rubs his body against him, the hard dick on his thigh bumps over and over. Suddenly Kairi's chest aches and he lets out a trembling sigh, infusing the answer into it.
"...Yours tastes better."
Tasuku embraces him happily. Though unseen, Kairi can feel the joy radiating from him.
And with that childlike air still lingering, Tasuku naturally slots his hips between Kairi's legs. A slick, hot rigidity rubs against his asshole.
"Hey, can I put it in?" Panting, Tasuku pleads.
"I want to enter my dear Aniki's body."
Complying with the request, Kairi opens his legs vulnerably to the darkness. Though his legs are spread, his bud is tightly constricted once again.
The dick that is seeking connection presses against the clenched opening.
"Ah...ah...mmh, nn-"
Kairi's body writhes in pain.
The swollen head forcibly wedges into the still-narrow opening. The internal walls and dick push against each other, creating a tight friction. Groaning, Tasuku rams his dick into the contracting tubular passage, as if trying to crush it.
"It's- tighter than usual -Ah, ow, it hurts-"
"Ugh, nnh-"
Relying only on the pre-cum, the excessively thick, hot shaft thrusts upwards. Kairi can clearly feel the opening clinging stickily to its surface.
"Stop clenching like that, I might get pulled in."
Obeying the innate fear and desire, Kairi's inner walls cling hungrily to the male organ.
With his vision taken away, his other senses are heightened. He can vividly perceive the shape of his brother's dick penetrating him. He can even feel the contractions of the walls gripping the ridge of the glans.
Suddenly, a white flash shoots through his mind.
"Ah...there-"
"I know. That's your favourite spot, isn't it, my dear Aniki?"
Another burst of intense pleasure explodes in Kairi’s lower abdomen.
The knotted pleasure within is repeatedly stroked by the gliding glans. The powerful waves of white ecstasy radiate outwards, reaching even his fingertips.
Regaining clear sensation in his hands, Kairi clings to his brother.
He presses his palms to the damp, warm skin. He hooks his fingers over the shoulder blades.
Exploring the nape of his brother's neck with his lips, he sucks on the skin strongly.
He then wraps his legs around his brother's.
"Kairi?"
At the blatantly needy gestures, Tasuku's voice holds a touch of confusion. Yet his hips continue their relentless, tightening thrusts.
The white pulses are carved into him, thump after thump.
The darkness is being purged by Tasuku.
...By the same Tasuku who brought the darkness himself.
Kairi's earliest memory is of darkness.
Tasuku was still a baby then, so he probably doesn't remember any of it.
And Kairi himself was only around 4 years old when he experienced that darkness.
He was locked in a closet.
It was a dark space. Clawing at the unyielding door, his hoarse voice crying "Mom, let me out!" His father was far away, driving a truck for work. So he knew no one would come.
Kairi was curled up in a corner of the cramped space with his knees hugged to his chest. He was crying as he tried to protect himself from the darkness threatening to crush him.
And in that moment, he felt resentment for his little brother.
It was all Tasuku's fault that he was trapped here.
Tasuku, with the concentrated energy of every single cell in his tiny body, would wail intensely. His eyes sparkled with interest at anything and everything, shoving random things into his mouth. The tissue box was always empty, its contents pulled out by Tasuku.
Caring for Tasuku alone already kept their mother fully occupied. She hardly paid any attention to Kairi. Though the adults often praise Kairi as a ‘good child’, their mother still sees him as a nuisance. She even locked him in the closet like this, while taking Tasuku out with her. It's nighttime now, so they probably won't be back until morning.
――I don't need this, I don't need any of this...just disappear...die!!
Kairi was startled by the heavy, dirty, black thing surging up from within him.
He hastily pressed a hand to his chest, where that feeling was coming from. But then he was even more surprised. Even though he was touching what should be his chest, he felt nothing. He couldn't even tell where his hand was, where his body was...Straining his eyes, his form had dissolved into the darkness...
It was terrifying.
The terror wasn't from the darkness of the closet.
It was from the endless darkness welling up from within him. His body and mind were filled with that darkness, merging with the outer darkness...until he disappeared completely. That was what he was so desperately afraid of.
"Help me..."
But who could help him?
Who could forgive this filthy heart of his?
"Someone, please… I'm sorry, I'm so sorry-"
――Forgive me.
Kairi's existence had already begun to flow out into the darkness. The physical sensations were gone, his mind alone floated in the closet's darkness. And even that was gradually dissolving into the blackness...
Their laboured breathing gradually evens out, though it still occasionally falters.
Lying on their sides facing each other, Tasuku has Kairi's body enveloped in his arms. He trails his hand down the spine, over the rounded buttocks. He slips his fingers into the cleft, distorts the wet rim, and lets the semen he released ooze out.
Despite having feared the darkness so much, Kairi's skin is now soft and relaxed. His breathing is also calm. If the reason he's no longer afraid is because Tasuku is here with him, how wonderful that would be.
He wants his brother's special affection. He wants it desperately.
In his eagerness to confirm his own importance, he's done so many terrible things that his brother hated.
"Aniki…..."
And afterwards, he always gets scared. Afraid that this time, he'll be abandoned and left behind by his brother.
"I'm sorry." His apologetic tone sounds a bit pathetic, even to himself.
"――No, I'm the one who was wrong."
Kairi's voice is almost inaudible.
"Tasuku, you could've hit me, you know."
"Nah, I could never hit you. I was just so pissed that 'that woman' was hitting you. I even wished that 'that woman' would just die."
"..."
Silence falls. He wonders if he's offended Kairi by mentioning ‘that woman’. But it's the truth, so there's no helping it.
"I've always wanted just you, Aniki."
He tightly embraces the darkness shaped like his brother.
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*Translator’s Note: I think the internal conflict is settled here. But they have external conflicts to deal with soon. Nothing too heavy though… -K
*GLOSSARY:
Onii-san / Onii-chan / Nii-san / Nii-chan / Aniki = (Big/Elder) Brother
☝🏻I’ll be using these throughout my translation.
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Next update: 2025.01.28
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